I am not the strongest

For many years, people had think that I am a very strong guy...Stong in term of mentally not pyshically...hehe...

Frankly i m not....not always i m strong as it is...No doubt i can make firm decision for many many things but when it come to my life especially those involve my future life, I am very skeptical. I am very careful.

Being making many many wrong decision in the past. I learn that not always I can make the right decision but once i made those decision, there is no turning back.

Maybe June is always a emo month for me. Again there is a moment, i stop by, refresh what I have done lately, considering all opportunity that appear in my life now...Is not easy....Is not easy as what to eat tonight....or what i am going to wear tomorrow..

I always like to refer to my friend when I have big headache for making a decision. I dun want to mess things up..

Frankly there is 3 huge headache that I have now......Non of them i will know the result until end of December....

Why is future so uncertain...Why is future not predictable....

Even a strongest man will one day feel loneliness, sadness, and uncertainty...I don't dare to call myself a strong guy, nor am i weak. I am just a normal guy like those on walking on the street.

It been such a painful journey and I can only cross my finger....and wait for the result....Hopefully it will be favorable....wonderful....and sweet...

Sport Betting ban

Malaysia Government announced that they are not issuing licence for sport betting....

What you think?

Advantage of legalising sport betting:
1. Regulate the gaming industry
2. Reduce the illegal betting
3. Reduce probability of people borrowing from loan shark....(maybe)
4. Increase income to country by charging taxes

Disadvantage of legalizing sport betting :
1. More people will start to gamble as it is legal
2. Tarnish the real purpose of sport spirit...

What ever it is, just remember, take risk according to your risk appetite....

Exam or Not

In my 16 years of studying, I had never agreed that exam is the best avenue to test a student. Probably some would argue with my statement but I always have the impression that exam do not able to test student 100%. We need a more systematic way of evaluating the student performance not just intellectual but also other prespective.

Lets see some of the exam I took before:

Penilaian Tahan Satu (PTS)
Purpose: Let student skip standard 4 and go straight to standard 5
Good impact: I save 1 bloody year and 1 year of school fees amounted to RM 15 (at that time)
Bad impact: I graduate younger, suffer in working life additional one year, been discriminated for graduating so young, need to explain to the whole damm world why I graduate and start work so young

UPSR
Purpose: To evaluate and standard and the entry point of secondary school
Good impact: Get into better school. Better class
Bad Impact: So what if I get full A? I still been posted to bad school anyway!

PMR
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies. Science vs Art
Good impact: better future career decision
Bad impact: So what if I get lot of A? I not allow to choose my stream because the school decided for us!

SPM
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies to major on and eligibility for STPM or college
Good impact: Scholarship to colleges, eligibility to studies major that we like
Bad impact: Still cannot get into local Uni....still, I ended up changing for science class to art stream studies..

So what for exam.....

Exam cannot test student ability to socialize, ability to work, ability to translate knowledge learn to the reality world....

So how? Ban exam?

Government should change our education system to be more relevant.

Exam - To test student knowledge
Assignment - ability of student to work and gather information and translate information into practises
Team activity - to enhance the ability of student to work in team
Sport - To ensure student are more healthy
Charity work - To sow the seed of love from the student and indirectly help to build strong characteristic of student.

I am tired of exam.....maybe ACCA can consider abolish exam also....wakakaka

Pudu Jail Down...

Over 100 years, pudu jail situated at the hot spot of KL have been an icon to KL. However these few years, the icon have been sore eye to the public as many vandalism had turn the beautiful structure into eye sore place.

Yesterday at strike of 10pm, the wall of the unique icon have been tear down leading to the very last 100 years buildings been demolished.

Many argue that it should be preserve as heritage....

Other believe that jail symbolize negative energy, being a place of punishment, icon of embarrassment to the country.

So what say you?

Heritage or Eye sore?

Back with more drama

Well, it have been more than 3 weeks since my last posting. Extremely tired and busy weeks I had...

Back from Vietnam and straight go for 4.5km run for Setia Eco Run....

Work for one day and proceed with exam leave for few days and exam!

I wasn't really happy with my performance in the exam. Questions are extremely tricky, I wasn't prepared enough and most probably my spirit is not high enough to kill the papers.

Back to work today and received 2 calls. In deep dilemma after the call....Should I? or shouldn't I? I am still thinking of the timing. Is not easy to make the decision....But one day I will need to do so...

Drama....So Drama....why a naive guy life must be full of so many drama....can't it be natural?