Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Some songs to spice the night



Monday, September 28, 2009

Just for the fun of it....


The lyrics is so strong!!!I never admire this song until I listen to the chinese character clearly tonight....

The emo is back

September always seem to be a emo side of me....All the negative 'chi' seem to visit me this month.

I am a very bad tempered guy since I was very young. My mom call me the crazy bull when I was young. When I lose my control, i throw everything, i shout and i cry....but that was when I very young.

I just dunno when I change....I was totally not the same eddie as what i am when i was in primary school....

nowadays when i am very unhappy, music become my therapy....Yeah, let the music heal the soul....

People always said gals are more easy to lost their emo compare to guys. Guys are generally more stable and strong. However i believe, guy do have the weak side as well. How ego a guy can be? How strong can a guy be? We are still human......

Can't guy cry? can't guy have it weak time too?

Close friend of mine know that if I listen to sad song especially 'My Heart will go on' or 'You Raise me up' again and again, it would mean that I am sad. It was just the same as what I am feeling now....

Life is not a easy journey and we walk our way through no matter how hard it was. For some, easy solution is commit suicide but majority of us find inner strength that keep us going....

Some part of life, it feel like we are in Titanic movie....The journey that suppose to be happy turn out to be disaster and it was so difficult to decide whether should I jump or not....

Some part of life, it feel like we are in Mulan, when we see the reflection, we fail to recognize who we are....

Life is no easy my friend.......

For gals if they are sad, maybe they will find a friend, cry overnight and the next day would be another day....

For guys, most of us just put it into their heart and let the heart go on and on.... I remember that my friend has once come to me and told me his difficulty. He cried...My tear almost drop...Although it was hopeless at that moment, but both of us feel so relieve...

So I strongly agreed that guys can speak up rather than keep it to themselves. If egoism do matter, find other solution such as go Broga Hill and shout as loud as you want!

For me.......the music therapy do help....Though it was slow...

I just close my eye and let my sleep carry away by the Song....Because I know 'My Heart will go on' and one day I will find 'Hero' in myself that will 'raise me up'........Just hope tonight, the music will really heal my soul....

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Post 350

The journey of this blog have come to another big achievement. It was the 350th posting.

Despite the blog have no commercial value and I have many time try to abandon this blog, none of them seem successful. Maybe I just love my Boring Panda Blog...and yeah, the green side of it...

The blog have sail with me along with my darkest moment....my bitter moment as well as the sour moment. I also remember how i celebrate my happiness and sweet moment together too...

I am a complicated guy....a sensitive bugs that always have tear drop after watching sad drama.....an emotional guy who can't stand the loneliness of inner soul...Blog is definately the avenue for me to shout my feeling out. In deed many of the time, I have write the blog but I never publish it out as I am just not ready to share my feeling, the failure, and my darkest moment.

Post 350 might be the posting that take the longest time for me to write. Frankly I am blank....i am emo now....very emotional that I dunno what to express....

Smile....and smile.....if everyday we can just smile and sail through our life with hapiness.....if everyday we wake up knowing the world will be perfect and peaceful....if everyday we sleep with sweet dream....if and only if.....dream are always the reality....

Let stand up.....because I know U raise me up.....to walk on the stormy sea.....because I know U exist.....I know U always with us......I know that.....

I am glad that I still can breethe by the end of my writing because I know...yes...i know.....that no matter how sad, how sorrow I am, you are there to raise me up....

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Weekend Summary

My reader hits for the pass one month have been very good and superbly unbelievable. I wonder who are those reader? I am quite happy there is few frequent reader stopping by and leave comment and chat. I hope it will be better. I know I have been neglecting my blog and divert the food related posting to my new blog http://www.harkausiewmai.blogspot.com/ but I really hope the reader will continue reading this blog especially friend who are far away so we can keep connected and updated with more news in our friend circle. You know, I always the CNN in TARC and UTAR and even in Klang as well...hehehe...

Ok, down to weekend summary....A long holiday but nothing much I have done...

Friday night I have a brief yum cha session with my Klang kaki, Yong Wong, Lui (the runner), Chin Yong and See Ting. Chat about work, life and joke around....As usual!!

Saturday I went to Kuantan early morning as we expect a long traffic jam ahead. As predicted we have a bad jamming from Gombak to Bentong. The buttock also become numb after 6 hours of journey to Kuantan. Night time I have the best dinner in my lifetime (ok, i sound like barbarian but I have to because I never taste buddha jump over the wall before le)....

Sunday I was force to be a 'brother' for the bridegroom. Kena torture drink milk from milk bottle, wear bra, eat dunno what thingy, and all sorta torturing!!!
On the way back, we stop by Bukit Tinggi and have a good walk before coming back.

Monday have family breakfast with parent. Long time never do that and of course I treat my family this round. Should have do that more often lolx. Family first ma....

Then monday afternoon I go Mines Shopping Complex with Choi Ling and Yen Thoong while waiting for Ken Yap and Nicholas. As normal, they cheat us again lolx.

Tuesday we suppose to go to Broga Hill for sunrise but it was raining heavily in Kajang so we decided to postpone it a bit later until the rain ended. At last we go up the hill at 9.30 and get ourself sunburn!!!haha...

That is how I spent my 4 days....Short but meaningful....Exam is coming in 2 months and I am doing nothing but running here and there for more and more gathering!!! I must be driving myself to suicide. Hope my study mood can be 'ON' again sooner...

Monday, September 21, 2009

Bangau oh bangau

Malaysia politic like to point finger from one to another...

Same goes when there is politic in office...

It really remind me of kids song taught in school which reflect the finger pointing culture we are practising now...The song goes like this:

Bangau oh bangau
Mengapa engkau kurus?
Macam mana aku tak kurus
Ikan tak mahu timbul, ikan tak mahu timbul

Ikan oh ikan
Mengapa engkau tak timbul?
Macam mana aku nak timbul
Rumput panjang sangat, rumput panjang sangat

Rumput oh rumput
Mengapa engkau panjang?
Macam mana aku tak panjang
Kerbau tak makan aku, kerbau tak makan aku

Kerbau oh Kerbau
Mengapa engkau tak makan rumput?
macam mana aku nak makan
perut aku sakit, perut aku sakit

Perut oh perut
Mengapa engkau sakit?
Macam mana aku tak sakit
Makan nasi mentah, makan nasi mentah

Nasi oh nasi
Mengapa engkau mentah?
macam mana aku tak mentah
kayu api basah, kayu api basah

Kayu oh kayu
Mengapa engkau basah?
macam mana aku tak basah
hujan timpa aku, hujan timpa aku

Hujan oh hujan
Mengapa engkau timpa kayu?
Macam mana aku tak turun
Katak panggil aku, katak panggil aku

Katak oh katak
Mengapa panggil hutan?
Macam mana aku tak panggil
Ular nak makan aku, ular nak makan aku

Ular oh ular
kenapa kau nak makan katak?
Macam mana aku tak makan
itu makanan aku, itu makanan aku...

So before pointing finger, investigate to the root cause...Don't make early conclusion and start accusing others....We are not bangau, kerbau, katak or what so ever....so please think before pointing finger from one to another...

I am sick of my life whereby people just pointing finger from one to another and after days there is no root solution nor there is anyone come out and admit their wrong! I am sick....I am sick of idiot that never use their brain....I am sick of those who only push suffering to others while 'he' is shaking leg and do nothing. I am sick of the 'screw' and I am waiting to hammer the stupid screw down anytime... I just so sick....to face a person who never have integrity and self value and principle of life.

I am sick because I face the person who claim to be the Guru of principle of life but he himself never respect others. How are we gonna respect you when u never even respect any single life on earth. I am sick because everyday I curse and I curse. But god have eye and punishment have been given....Now I pray for you but if u never change, no matter how much prayer, the prayer will also turn into a curse.

I am sick because I always always the snake when the bangau itself don't ever know what he actually want!!!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends and happy holiday to everyone....

I just come back from Kuantan attending my one of my friends' sister wedding and become a 'brother' without been inform earlier.

Anyway, I will update on the dinner at my foodblog http://www.harkausiewmai.blogspot.com/ very soon. What I can say is that I had never eaten such an expensive wedding dinner before...very tasty as well.

Catch up with u all later....

Happy Holiday everyone....go get yourselves a good rest and have lotsa fun...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

2 + 1 idiot

Today I meet with 2 idiots on top of the normal idiot that I face....So this blog is gonna be the 2+1 idiot story...something like 2 in one coffee....haha

Everyday I will cross the Klang river during my journey to office and it was usually jamming before the bridge and it will be pretty smooth when the car is actually on the bridge. Today morning, as normal, I cross the Klang river looking at the muddy Klang river. There is not much rubbish floating on the river as compare to few years back. Thanks to the local council which take initiative to clean up the river. Ok, back to the story...I was crossing the bridge and out of sudden the car in front of me suddenly break, so I have to break as well. After a few second of stagnant, a pretty woman open the door (2 car in front of me) and come down with Mr Donalds plastic bag with something inside (i suppose it was their breakfast leftover) and throw the bag into the river and walk into the car and speed off. I was very pissed off with the idiot for 2 reason.
1. Causing a sudden jam on the bridge
2. Polluted our River

Then I drive for another 2 minutes where I come to a turning. A Fuxking car suddenly overtake my car from the left side without giving me signal and almost bang me. I was like cursing him to go to hell...Yeap, I am bad....Then in front the traffic light, both car meet again side by side. Immediately the light turn green, he speed off and cut to my lane again without signal and almost bang me for second time. I curse him to go to involve in accident. He speed off and overtake a huge bus and another car in front without noticing a sweet Malay gal in tudung and bang into her. The gal bang into the car front part and was knock down and he didn't stop. Everyone is honking him to stop and at last he stop about 100 metres away. The traffic become chaos and my car was just a few metres from the accident. Gosh... I was pissed off with this idiot for
1. Injuring the innocent road user
2. Being so irresponsible by not stopping car immediately and causing the damm stupid jam.

Why are they so many idiot in the world. If there is more consideration given by each individual, the world can be more perfect. Don't you think so?

Haiz.....sorry for my bad word and rojak language. It was 5am and I am sleepless due to 2 cup of teh tarik....My eye is so watery now....yet I can't sleep

Monday, September 14, 2009

Strawberry in Genting

Yes....You are not blind....nor were you read wrongly....nor was I written wrongly...

There is a new strawberry farm in Goh Tong Jaya....I must say the strawberry there look very fresh and huge compare to Cameron...maybe not much people visited it yet and thus no people spoilt the plant....hehehe...

Enjoy the photo


Sunday, September 13, 2009

RM 1.20 for integrity

I respect policeman very much since I was young. They are smart. Thay have gun. They work for the safety of the rakyat and they risk themselves for all of us. However some policemen have tarnish the image of our country by taking corruption or more famous as coffee money.

During Ramadhan, especially when Raya is around the corner, there is many policeman coming out and do road block. To some extent, it was very good and I admire their spirit. However, what is their true purpose? To some corruption and extra money is the answer. My post was not to tarnish or add more oil to this polluted police image but serve as a story to show how integrity can be value by money.

I personally have saw 3 cases of corruption where I personally cannot bear with. Frankly I never been stop by policeman yet because I am very law abiding citizen...hehe...But this happen to some of my friend and all this is true story...

First story just happen few weeks ago. My friend car was stop by a policeman for speeding. He ask my friend want to settle or want a saman. Of course my friend say saman la since he also very 'naive' like me. Then the police say settle senang sikit. Tak payah beratur untuk bayar saman. Settle murah sikit. Since he demand for it so OK lo...my friend open the wallet and have 20 buck. He say he want 50 buck but my friend say don't have. The policeman say pinjam dari u punya kawan la...@#$@&...the rest of the story on whether I borrow the money to my friend is reserve as secret!!!

Second story happen to my sister. She was stop by policeman for bypass the red light. Is very normal for Klangite to speed when see the yellow light. She tell her that saman is 300 buck and my sis say no since she bypass yellow light and not red light...haha....so end up my sis offer 10 buck as she really run out of money. He wanted 50 instead and my sister say I need to go ATM for that....He say, please go and take it...I wait here for you to return....WTF...this seem to be a licences robber!!!

Third...My friend was stop a year ago in road block for not putting his seat belt. Memang 'tai sei'. But he offer to give money after some discussion. So he open his wallet to find out that he actually have no more money. And i pretend to be sleepy and don't want to involve. The police say, give what ever u have la. My idiot friend try to humiliate the police by taking out the coin box and pour all the money out. Total is just RM 1.20...The police accept and let him go.

WTF...RM 1.20 for integrity....This is so not me....I prefer the saman please!!!

Gosh...hope nobody block my blog for this posting lolx...ahaha

Friday, September 11, 2009

UTAR Homecoming

Last weekend I ended up in Kampar for homecoming event....Yeah....actually we are kinda fresh to go back to our alma mater....But what to do, we love UTAR so much..

Well nothing much about the event as it was kinda same protocal like normal utar event....lion dance, opening ceremony, makan makan, dance, sing song, lucky draw ( I damm bad luck! almost everyone have a gift except me!!!)

We trespassing the illegal area to snap the beautiful library and some phase 1B building...Damm it look like resort more than uni lo....library facing hill and lake....modern look university...

The standard operating procedure for us is to club la...same like 2 years ago...go dance dance....shake shake....then come back headache lo.... Go tanjung tualang makan seafood then come back lo...that our weekend...

but funny thing, go kampar didn't eat Curry Chicken Bread!!!hehehe

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Meter

I love this video damm much le...



I just love the part Baki Zainal scold Khairy before he left the taxi....damm chun le...

But the message pass down is even stronger....Good Job

Monday, September 7, 2009

A sinful holiday

A short 3 days holiday full with fun factor have come to the end.

So what have I done....in 3 days time....
one word can describe it....Sinful...




Drinking
Clubbing
Gambling



Place visited include Kampar, Ipoh, Tanjung Tualang, Genting Highland....

* Details of my sinful holiday will be out soon....

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Famous vs not famous

When you buy something will u go for brand? or will u buy something which might be alien but practical to u?

The power of branding and marketing seem to be able to make people confuse...

Same goes to tourism industry. I wonder whether our Selangor tourism fail to notice that actually Selangor have great destination to offer other than its Batu Cave and dirty Morib beach. I wonder why Broga Hill was never a tourist spot until lately?


But one goof thing...because it was not famous, thus it was so beautiful... If it was famous, more tourist will arrive, more trash will be dump around and Broga Hill will end up become 'mini landfill'...


Sometime, we can't judge the books by its cover. In everyone eye, Selangor is commercial area rather than eco-tourism area...But it proven wrong...



So do we go for the famous one or the less famous? Branded or the non branded? For me, I go for practicality and inner glow....

Spiderman succeed on 3rd trial

Alain Robert, famously known as Spiderman, manages to scale our beloved 88 floors Petronas Twin Tower. This was his 3rd trial on the tower. The first 2 trial, he was arrested on 60th floor.


So how could he make it this time? Thanks to his ability to sneaked through the security of the tower. Maybe that is his way to give our nation a big gift during our 52 Merdeka Celebration.