I was coughing non stop for the past few days....I feel like coughing out my lung and heart....Sometime I can feel the pain in my chest when I cough....I feel so tired.....so old....and so terrible....
Life have been extremely good and busy with every weekend I can hold my butt at home...Well, that is what my mom say about me.
No doubt it have been long since I have a good rest.....and when I mean a good rest would be resting on my sweet recliner with song....read book or just relax my mind....
Sometime human get sick not because the body is weak but mentality stress out, overloaded and many things wonder around the mind...
In my life, one things I put priority first is always career and earning big buck...I can sometime envy looking at people earning big sum of money....winning jackpot or so on....Yeah....is true sometime....
But looking back, is it a must to have big money to be happy?
In today world, people are very materialistic. Everything is measure by $$$......Nothing is cheap and forget about free lunch in the world!!!
What u guys think? Money money money....is so funny....in the rich man world.....
Maybe is time for me to sit on my recliner....listen to music....and think about it...
I shall get the enlightement
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
I can be quite bad sometime....
In life, as a human, we tend to potrait 2 side of image....Being the nice person, and another side of evil...
Few days back something did angry me.....
I booked an apartment for class gathering but it was called off because a lot of people can't make it to the gathering. Well, i am a bit sad and angry but as time pass by it was OK...
But what make me angry is that i substitute the gathering with another gathering. This bunch of friend of course wasn't that close but they are willing to go together with me so in my mind, why not....
On the day itself, we are suppose to go with 2 car but one of the driver just doesn't turn up as promise. We try to call him using multiple phone but he just don't pick up. It was obvious he is trying to avoid our call....So we headed to Genting with one car causing 2 other friends been abandoned in KL....
2 days later, he call me to apologise saying he did it with purpose because he wasn't comfortable of meeting up people. As both of us major in accounting, he asked me how much I earn. Knowing that i just work 3 years and earning slightly higher than him he ask me how to earn more money...Any advice to him...and he also date me out for yum cha so we can talk about it.....
U guess what is my answer...
" The 2 things I hate in my life is people just don't turn up when he/she already promised...and people not taking up phone when people are urgently looking for him/her..........so u had just hit both....u think i gonna meet up with u? and regarding why u can't be successful despite u have been working for almost 7 years...well, see urself in the mirror and look back....u fail socialise skill and most importantly dont have business man attitute....how to be successful if a businessman dont answer phone call and fong fei kei....."
U know what....
The next sound i hear is...
...................................toooooottttttttttttttttttttt....................
Yes, he hang up.....hahaha....
I am such an evil
Few days back something did angry me.....
I booked an apartment for class gathering but it was called off because a lot of people can't make it to the gathering. Well, i am a bit sad and angry but as time pass by it was OK...
But what make me angry is that i substitute the gathering with another gathering. This bunch of friend of course wasn't that close but they are willing to go together with me so in my mind, why not....
On the day itself, we are suppose to go with 2 car but one of the driver just doesn't turn up as promise. We try to call him using multiple phone but he just don't pick up. It was obvious he is trying to avoid our call....So we headed to Genting with one car causing 2 other friends been abandoned in KL....
2 days later, he call me to apologise saying he did it with purpose because he wasn't comfortable of meeting up people. As both of us major in accounting, he asked me how much I earn. Knowing that i just work 3 years and earning slightly higher than him he ask me how to earn more money...Any advice to him...and he also date me out for yum cha so we can talk about it.....
U guess what is my answer...
" The 2 things I hate in my life is people just don't turn up when he/she already promised...and people not taking up phone when people are urgently looking for him/her..........so u had just hit both....u think i gonna meet up with u? and regarding why u can't be successful despite u have been working for almost 7 years...well, see urself in the mirror and look back....u fail socialise skill and most importantly dont have business man attitute....how to be successful if a businessman dont answer phone call and fong fei kei....."
U know what....
The next sound i hear is...
...................................toooooottttttttttttttttttttt....................
Yes, he hang up.....hahaha....
I am such an evil
CNY is all about gathering
For some reason, I kinda making a comeback in blogging....Well, really dunno why....
Chinese New Year is about gathering, meeting up relative, friends and people you know but might not seen for ages.....Go house to house with mandarin oranges, good wishes, gamble, eat eat chat chat and gain weight.....
Chinese New Year is definately great time to be happy, joyful and most importantly stay positive!!!
Anyway...here is some photo taken during Chinese New Year gathering.....sadly, unimate gathering have been cancel off as everyone so busy of 'auditing'....hehe..
Chinese New Year is about gathering, meeting up relative, friends and people you know but might not seen for ages.....Go house to house with mandarin oranges, good wishes, gamble, eat eat chat chat and gain weight.....
Chinese New Year is definately great time to be happy, joyful and most importantly stay positive!!!
Anyway...here is some photo taken during Chinese New Year gathering.....sadly, unimate gathering have been cancel off as everyone so busy of 'auditing'....hehe..
Friday, February 18, 2011
Thank u....i m so touched
Today I was coughing my lung out....My throat is flaming the whole night and the moment i step into office, my throat is really killing me. I minimize talking for whole day.
However, in the middle of busy time, i still got time to bitch around in msn with close colleague. One of my colleague told me that Starbucks' Mint Blend is good for throat so she ask me to get it.
Well....how many good colleague can we have in office? Gosh, if all staff were like "phantom" that hunt me for life, I think I already die long ago....
Guess what...
I come back from lunch...*cough cough* when i open the department door. So glad that phantom is yet to come back from lunch....Look around, on the air-cond and to my shock a big starbuck logo.....
I was like, who give me this....I was stun....I think I stun for 5 second though. One of my colleague look at me and ask why I stun....
I was speechless and point at the starbuck..........and in second, my mind pop up....will it be mint blend? MINT BLEND?
I open up the cover and is real, MINT BLEND.............
I am so touched that in office, i still can find good friends.........
Sometime, not all colleague is evil....
I am glad....that among some horrible, terrible, heart breaking colleague, I find friendship....Cheer....
However, in the middle of busy time, i still got time to bitch around in msn with close colleague. One of my colleague told me that Starbucks' Mint Blend is good for throat so she ask me to get it.
Well....how many good colleague can we have in office? Gosh, if all staff were like "phantom" that hunt me for life, I think I already die long ago....
Guess what...
I come back from lunch...*cough cough* when i open the department door. So glad that phantom is yet to come back from lunch....Look around, on the air-cond and to my shock a big starbuck logo.....
I was like, who give me this....I was stun....I think I stun for 5 second though. One of my colleague look at me and ask why I stun....
I was speechless and point at the starbuck..........and in second, my mind pop up....will it be mint blend? MINT BLEND?
I open up the cover and is real, MINT BLEND.............
I am so touched that in office, i still can find good friends.........
Sometime, not all colleague is evil....
I am glad....that among some horrible, terrible, heart breaking colleague, I find friendship....Cheer....
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
CNY and I am emoing
Chinese New Year is always a time of celebration. Time to gather with the love one. The whole 15 days is full of happiness and laughter.
This year my new year was much of a different and was consider a new twist compare to others days. Normally my first 2 days is reserve for my relatives while third and forth day was for my friends.
However, there is so many things happen this year that my new year was totally different. On the first day of Chinese New Year, my family left for vacation in Hong Kong, Mainland of China and Macau....and I was totally alone in the house with one of my aunty. Life is suck especially the first day I spent whole day MSN, Facebook and Gmail....and yeah, no one was active that day as most people are so busy that they have forgotten what is facebook and MSN.
Second day of my new year, I was invited to my friend house. One of my friend address this gathering as 'Ah Mao Beh' which mean Mat Salleh Horse.....This bunch of friends are basically banana and english educated person. As far as I am a banana, I am actualy not that close with them as I always find myself isolating from them. Maybe I was too shy with the level of my 'wisdom' compare to them. Well, the 4 hours meeting was full of 'singapore and australia lifestyle topic. No doubt we discuss a lot about investment, business and future which was quite positive, but somehow, I always have the downside with them. Looking at those rich kids make me feel that I am so left out....I am not saying they left me out....In deed i appreciate that they invite me over for the gathering.....Is just my own emo feeling that always conquer my life..
Second day also saw my close colleague storm my house for gambling session and playing firecrackers. Looking back on how I can find such close friends in workplace, make me think twice should I go ahead with my planned plan to leave the company soon....
Third day as normal, my secondary school gathering with house visiting. Time fly and it have been 7 years since we left the secondary school and everyone is now either big boss, bright future career man and woman and great student....Again, I rethink what I had achieve....I remind myself not to compare to much, because there is nothing to compare to...
Fourth day I went to office to symbolicly mark an auspicious working day hoping life would be smooth in the rabbit year. Went to gym and follow with few house visiting and meet university friends for seafood dinner.
As for my collegemate gathering, sadly this year gathering was cancelled as everyone was extremely busy with their work. Since I had book an apartment in Genting View Resort I headed to Genting with few friends as vacation....An today 15th February, a day after the valentine day, I have a small gathering with my ex firm colleague...It was a nice trip down to Malacca and Seremban...
With so many friends....question is why am I so emoing?
I don't know....Everytime I on the song on my computer, my emo feeling is back. Maybe the song I put is emo enough. For few days I am blasting Chinese New Year song in my room, few days back, I am again back to emo song.
I close my eye while listen to some song, I realise that I am so fortunate to have good food, good friend, good family, good life as compare to many others. However, if I change my mind to be negative, my work life haunted my mind, money haunted my mind.....my sin haunted me...
On the 9th day of Chinese New Year, I go for 'top up luck' prayers....It was meant for those who have clash with 'thai sui' and I was one of them. I knee down with josstick in front of huge 'kuan inn' and i have a sin in my heart not known by many people. For one hour I knee down for the whole process, I pray to Kuan Inn so I could be bless with a brighter path and hopefully I can be guide, lead from the darkness into a brighter part....
This year Chinese New Year is good...Knowing the whole year path will be bumpy, I have aim and work toward my plan. Finger cross that all my plan will success....I hope my prayer been heard....I hope all my wishes in low sang came true....I hope what I hope will never remain as hope but a reality...
Yes, I am emoing....but I know, a few hours after the emo session, I will find new light, new beginning and new hope....
I close my eye...hope a new chapter of my life will soon become reality....
This year my new year was much of a different and was consider a new twist compare to others days. Normally my first 2 days is reserve for my relatives while third and forth day was for my friends.
However, there is so many things happen this year that my new year was totally different. On the first day of Chinese New Year, my family left for vacation in Hong Kong, Mainland of China and Macau....and I was totally alone in the house with one of my aunty. Life is suck especially the first day I spent whole day MSN, Facebook and Gmail....and yeah, no one was active that day as most people are so busy that they have forgotten what is facebook and MSN.
Second day of my new year, I was invited to my friend house. One of my friend address this gathering as 'Ah Mao Beh' which mean Mat Salleh Horse.....This bunch of friends are basically banana and english educated person. As far as I am a banana, I am actualy not that close with them as I always find myself isolating from them. Maybe I was too shy with the level of my 'wisdom' compare to them. Well, the 4 hours meeting was full of 'singapore and australia lifestyle topic. No doubt we discuss a lot about investment, business and future which was quite positive, but somehow, I always have the downside with them. Looking at those rich kids make me feel that I am so left out....I am not saying they left me out....In deed i appreciate that they invite me over for the gathering.....Is just my own emo feeling that always conquer my life..
Second day also saw my close colleague storm my house for gambling session and playing firecrackers. Looking back on how I can find such close friends in workplace, make me think twice should I go ahead with my planned plan to leave the company soon....
Third day as normal, my secondary school gathering with house visiting. Time fly and it have been 7 years since we left the secondary school and everyone is now either big boss, bright future career man and woman and great student....Again, I rethink what I had achieve....I remind myself not to compare to much, because there is nothing to compare to...
Fourth day I went to office to symbolicly mark an auspicious working day hoping life would be smooth in the rabbit year. Went to gym and follow with few house visiting and meet university friends for seafood dinner.
As for my collegemate gathering, sadly this year gathering was cancelled as everyone was extremely busy with their work. Since I had book an apartment in Genting View Resort I headed to Genting with few friends as vacation....An today 15th February, a day after the valentine day, I have a small gathering with my ex firm colleague...It was a nice trip down to Malacca and Seremban...
With so many friends....question is why am I so emoing?
I don't know....Everytime I on the song on my computer, my emo feeling is back. Maybe the song I put is emo enough. For few days I am blasting Chinese New Year song in my room, few days back, I am again back to emo song.
I close my eye while listen to some song, I realise that I am so fortunate to have good food, good friend, good family, good life as compare to many others. However, if I change my mind to be negative, my work life haunted my mind, money haunted my mind.....my sin haunted me...
On the 9th day of Chinese New Year, I go for 'top up luck' prayers....It was meant for those who have clash with 'thai sui' and I was one of them. I knee down with josstick in front of huge 'kuan inn' and i have a sin in my heart not known by many people. For one hour I knee down for the whole process, I pray to Kuan Inn so I could be bless with a brighter path and hopefully I can be guide, lead from the darkness into a brighter part....
This year Chinese New Year is good...Knowing the whole year path will be bumpy, I have aim and work toward my plan. Finger cross that all my plan will success....I hope my prayer been heard....I hope all my wishes in low sang came true....I hope what I hope will never remain as hope but a reality...
Yes, I am emoing....but I know, a few hours after the emo session, I will find new light, new beginning and new hope....
I close my eye...hope a new chapter of my life will soon become reality....
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Happy Chinese New Year
I would like to wish all my reader Happy Chinese New Year.....
May you leap the year just like the rabbit to up more level in life, wealth, health and prosperity....
Gong Xi Fa Cai......HUAT AR!!!!
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