1. Kill ACCA exam….must wear the robe and mortar this year!!!
RESULT : Achieve
2. Better income either side income, better offer or increment!!!
RESULT : Increment + Promotion + Bonus + Drama in office
3. Healthy Healthy Healthy…. Sick record of less than 3 time
RESULT : Sick result is 2 but fake sick……secret
4. Weight management…..must lose weight by 5kg…
RESULT : Achieve, time to tone up
5. Upkeep my 2 blog…
RESULT : Partially surviving….
6. New investment….
RESULT : Unit Trust!!!!
7. Save quarter of my salary
RESULT : Fail Miserably
8. Charity work….this time not monetary but voluntary…
RESULT : Probably do the most charity in my life. YES! Achieve
9. Earn my first cheque from nuffnang….which kinda impossible with my visitor hits now…
RESULT : As predicted, FAIL
10. Buy a laptop for myself…
RESULT : Accountant mentality, still can use, then save it lo….FAIL
11. Buy a DSLR for myself…
RESULT : Decided to discontinue the camera freak! Bye bye DSLR
12. Strike a lottery….Wahaha…dreaming….but let put it for a hope then….I can’t think of any new resolution…
RESULT : When I buy never kena, when I didn’t buy it strike! I think Genting is better place for me!!!!
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010 Recap
January – Start the year with a dull beginning. After a big fight in office, now it becomes a dramatic place to work. Colleague resigned, get wed and flying to oversea.
February – Dull Chinese New Year as parent when for holiday. Have a great blast celebration with friend but was disappointed with ACCA result.
March – Busy month full of work and classes. Feel like staying in offices for ages without much movement. When to Bangkok for a good trip…I am dreaming to go back there again!!!
April – Busy with work again and now is Penang….Meet great friend in Penang but sadly difficult to contact him back since he fly to Hong Kong to work.
May – Office politic become major drama and is affecting our life. Been ask to fly over to Vietnam to work for 2 weeks. Good experience in Vietnam….
June – Fly back from Vietnam and in 6 hours time, I am ready to run for my company marathon….would say FUN RUN…4.5km only…. Seat for my ACCA exam.
July – Work as usual. Time seem to move very slowly. Start to active in company activities such as badminton and bowling competition.
August – Bulan puasa and everything seem slowing down. Lotsa gathering with friends. Great news of all, I finally an affiliate of ACCA.
September – Probably the most exciting month ever. Start with my second running competition which is 6km Admiral Methodist Run follow by great company Family Day. When for company charity and volunteer club event to orphanage home. Run for 7km Olympic Day Run. Company Hari Raya Open House with great food and great dance.
October – Continuous of non stop 7 weeks of excitement. First week of October I have my ACCA convocation and follow by company treasure hunt. Second week I attempt the Computerized Unit Trust Exam and pass it and run for Nike Run the next day. Follow by another week of running in UPM for Mizuno Wave Run and paintball competition. The last week I have my skytrek adventure follow by KFC World Hunger Day Charity Walk and Klang Run4it 2010 Run (12km).
November - Tiring month. Been selected for annual dinenr sub committee and we plan to win big….Not really aiming to win big but actually hoping not to come back empty handed. Lots of dance training and spending time doing props. Become the teh tarik idol in the company during Deeparaya Luncheon. Although I do not win, but I bet I give quite a competition to the others. To end my November, I run for CICM 10km run.
December – The month ended with sweet and bitter. It start with lots of drama in office follow by a wedding of my colleague. Then come the big night, the annual dinner. We do our very best and we sweep away some good prizes, lauding our step in annual dinner. We are no longer the underdog! I give a huge surprise to the world by appearing as mermaid. It was pre-planed but not much people know it. A week later, I get a shocking news of my grandpa pass away. It was sad but that is life. I take it as it is. Christmas celebration was great in Malacca and follow by a blast in Cameron Highland for New Year.
February – Dull Chinese New Year as parent when for holiday. Have a great blast celebration with friend but was disappointed with ACCA result.
March – Busy month full of work and classes. Feel like staying in offices for ages without much movement. When to Bangkok for a good trip…I am dreaming to go back there again!!!
April – Busy with work again and now is Penang….Meet great friend in Penang but sadly difficult to contact him back since he fly to Hong Kong to work.
May – Office politic become major drama and is affecting our life. Been ask to fly over to Vietnam to work for 2 weeks. Good experience in Vietnam….
June – Fly back from Vietnam and in 6 hours time, I am ready to run for my company marathon….would say FUN RUN…4.5km only…. Seat for my ACCA exam.
July – Work as usual. Time seem to move very slowly. Start to active in company activities such as badminton and bowling competition.
August – Bulan puasa and everything seem slowing down. Lotsa gathering with friends. Great news of all, I finally an affiliate of ACCA.
September – Probably the most exciting month ever. Start with my second running competition which is 6km Admiral Methodist Run follow by great company Family Day. When for company charity and volunteer club event to orphanage home. Run for 7km Olympic Day Run. Company Hari Raya Open House with great food and great dance.
October – Continuous of non stop 7 weeks of excitement. First week of October I have my ACCA convocation and follow by company treasure hunt. Second week I attempt the Computerized Unit Trust Exam and pass it and run for Nike Run the next day. Follow by another week of running in UPM for Mizuno Wave Run and paintball competition. The last week I have my skytrek adventure follow by KFC World Hunger Day Charity Walk and Klang Run4it 2010 Run (12km).
November - Tiring month. Been selected for annual dinenr sub committee and we plan to win big….Not really aiming to win big but actually hoping not to come back empty handed. Lots of dance training and spending time doing props. Become the teh tarik idol in the company during Deeparaya Luncheon. Although I do not win, but I bet I give quite a competition to the others. To end my November, I run for CICM 10km run.
December – The month ended with sweet and bitter. It start with lots of drama in office follow by a wedding of my colleague. Then come the big night, the annual dinner. We do our very best and we sweep away some good prizes, lauding our step in annual dinner. We are no longer the underdog! I give a huge surprise to the world by appearing as mermaid. It was pre-planed but not much people know it. A week later, I get a shocking news of my grandpa pass away. It was sad but that is life. I take it as it is. Christmas celebration was great in Malacca and follow by a blast in Cameron Highland for New Year.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
I would like to wish everyone, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...
Enjoy your holiday and faster clear all your 2010 resolution......
Enjoy your holiday and faster clear all your 2010 resolution......
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Lost Direction
This blog have been inactive for somewhile...I totally lost direction of what to post. There is even time, I seriously thinking of shutting down this blog. I don't find anything interesting to blog about nowadays. Blog about politic been badly criticised and even threaten. Blog about emo emo stuff, will end up been gossip topic of the world. Blog about lifestyle is great but now life is so stable that there is nothing much to blog about. Food and travel was highly transfer to my food blog....End up, I am killing my blog silently....
That is life.....sometime, we just lost direction....
Is December. We are merely 30 days left for year 2010 and I am seriously thinking of what have I achieved. I start to find back my resolution that I make in the blog. Well, I dun really remember what resolution I have made but frankly I believe I achieve at least half of it...
Well, first half of the year was wonderful....Life is so meaningful.....Second half of the year been very emotional....There is too many negative chi in life although in bright side, I have more fun activities during the second half. Well, sometime if we look on the negative side too much, we lost our attention, our direction...
Well, rest assure, 2010 is a great year for me....So many first time experience...So many life memory capture in mind.....So many new friend I met...
Life is about change....I remember what I said in beginning of year. Well, I evolve...Good or bad, lets the world judge it....To me, I have my cunning part despite my innocent look...Wearing mask in life is not my character but sometime, that is life....
Well, lets give life a change....30 days left, how much more can I change? Let see....
That is life.....sometime, we just lost direction....
Is December. We are merely 30 days left for year 2010 and I am seriously thinking of what have I achieved. I start to find back my resolution that I make in the blog. Well, I dun really remember what resolution I have made but frankly I believe I achieve at least half of it...
Well, first half of the year was wonderful....Life is so meaningful.....Second half of the year been very emotional....There is too many negative chi in life although in bright side, I have more fun activities during the second half. Well, sometime if we look on the negative side too much, we lost our attention, our direction...
Well, rest assure, 2010 is a great year for me....So many first time experience...So many life memory capture in mind.....So many new friend I met...
Life is about change....I remember what I said in beginning of year. Well, I evolve...Good or bad, lets the world judge it....To me, I have my cunning part despite my innocent look...Wearing mask in life is not my character but sometime, that is life....
Well, lets give life a change....30 days left, how much more can I change? Let see....
Monday, November 1, 2010
Slacky again
Yeah....it have been again another month of slacking my blog...
Erm...lets do a recap of what have just happen in past few weeks....
From Mid of September until yesterday, it have been one of the longest and tiring week. I have been continuous waking up early and make myself occupied. I sign up with Celebrity Fitness on early September and currently still on the way to complete my personal trainer session.
This 8 weeks saw extreme improvement on myself. I lost about 5kg...Besides that I have been running for short distance run. This year itself i completed 6 running races being Setia Eco Run (4.5km), Admiral Methodist Run (6km), McD Olympic Day Run (7km), Nike Run (5km), Mizuno Fun Run (5km) and Run4it (12km). I also participate in the KFC be the movement walk. All this event is to occupied my free time especially weekend.
Besides that, I have been hanging out with my colluegue quite frequent nowadays. Been for some outing to Malacca, company charity work, company family day, skytrek adventure, treasure hunt and even paintball competition.
I also have my second convocation early October and my itchy hand end me up with another exam (Computerized Unit Trust Exam) which of course I pass.
i look at my calendar on my table now and I couldn't believe that every single weekend in September and October are fully filled up with events.
Well, for November, my calendar is still pretty blank and is time for me to be slacky...More time for sleeping...hehehe
Erm...lets do a recap of what have just happen in past few weeks....
From Mid of September until yesterday, it have been one of the longest and tiring week. I have been continuous waking up early and make myself occupied. I sign up with Celebrity Fitness on early September and currently still on the way to complete my personal trainer session.
This 8 weeks saw extreme improvement on myself. I lost about 5kg...Besides that I have been running for short distance run. This year itself i completed 6 running races being Setia Eco Run (4.5km), Admiral Methodist Run (6km), McD Olympic Day Run (7km), Nike Run (5km), Mizuno Fun Run (5km) and Run4it (12km). I also participate in the KFC be the movement walk. All this event is to occupied my free time especially weekend.
Besides that, I have been hanging out with my colluegue quite frequent nowadays. Been for some outing to Malacca, company charity work, company family day, skytrek adventure, treasure hunt and even paintball competition.
I also have my second convocation early October and my itchy hand end me up with another exam (Computerized Unit Trust Exam) which of course I pass.
i look at my calendar on my table now and I couldn't believe that every single weekend in September and October are fully filled up with events.
Well, for November, my calendar is still pretty blank and is time for me to be slacky...More time for sleeping...hehehe
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
10/10/10
Is the day where it appear once in 100 years...What have u done on that day?
On the auspicious day, we are also been shock with news of bus crash that kill 12 people. According to news, some victim are still strugling for life in ICU.
What when wrong anyway? Why is our buses always get involve in deadly crash? Is it the problem with our bus operator? bus driver? our infrastructure? weather? or the mentality of road user?
Well, we just cross our finger, just hope that there will be lesser cases of such tragedy....whats more a tragedy that happen on such a beautiful day...10/10/10
On the auspicious day, we are also been shock with news of bus crash that kill 12 people. According to news, some victim are still strugling for life in ICU.
What when wrong anyway? Why is our buses always get involve in deadly crash? Is it the problem with our bus operator? bus driver? our infrastructure? weather? or the mentality of road user?
Well, we just cross our finger, just hope that there will be lesser cases of such tragedy....whats more a tragedy that happen on such a beautiful day...10/10/10
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
My 2nd Convo
Yesterday I have my second convocation in my life. This round it was for my ACCA convocation. It was held in Sunway Convention Centre. ALthough the event was badly managed, overall we still have lot of fun there.
Due to the poor arrangement, I was the first person on stage and that caught me a surprise. I bet I end up with ugly face expression on stage due to the shock...
I would like to take the opportunity to thanks to all my friend who rush from far to my convocation.
Thanks to Nicole and Anne for the blue roses....and travel so far for my big day.
Thanks to Ji Leng and Kent for the sweet pink roses...You make me fancy of roses now.
Thanks to Fong Yeah for rushing from work to my convo with beautiful soft doll..
Thanks to Jamie for becoming the camerawoman...
Thanks to all who make it that day for a sweet memory...
Due to the poor arrangement, I was the first person on stage and that caught me a surprise. I bet I end up with ugly face expression on stage due to the shock...
I would like to take the opportunity to thanks to all my friend who rush from far to my convocation.
Thanks to Nicole and Anne for the blue roses....and travel so far for my big day.
Thanks to Ji Leng and Kent for the sweet pink roses...You make me fancy of roses now.
Thanks to Fong Yeah for rushing from work to my convo with beautiful soft doll..
Thanks to Jamie for becoming the camerawoman...
Thanks to all who make it that day for a sweet memory...
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Is just historical
Eating mooncake while listening to "yua liang tai piau wo de jia" and staring on moon outside of my window, I suddenly feel I am so old....
I remember mid autumn was a time for lot of fun. I use to have parade with little bunny lantern....We walk the whole neighbourhood while sing the moon song. I remember how some neighbour will lay a table full of fruits as offering to the goddess of moon. It was once said that 2 god have fall in love each other and since it was forbidden in goddess world, they are seperated and only on the full moon of 8th moon in lunar calendar, they are allow to meet. This is why today is also consider as valentine day for some chinese. Well, not much people believe it nowadays after our astraounaut found there is nothing in moon except rock!
Beside parading, I remember i always play masak masak with my neighbour....Gear with 2 brick and one Milo tin cover, we melt few candle as oil for cooking. Simply find grass, wild chilli near the longkang, wild berries beside the drain and some mint leave and curry leave.....the aroma created was so nice.....
I remember how at the end of the day, we burn the candle and campak all the paper lantern and let it burn....We only keep our nice bunny, chicken, sailormoon, ultraman or what so ever shape lantern while the cheap paper lantern will never survive till next year festival.....
It was all old story....Is history now....Remember the past is so nostalgic...
How i hope time can be turn off and we are back to childhood where there is only happiness and no worries....
"Yua liang yuan, yua liang yuan, yua liang chou chai wo de jia"......Happy Mid Autumn....
I remember mid autumn was a time for lot of fun. I use to have parade with little bunny lantern....We walk the whole neighbourhood while sing the moon song. I remember how some neighbour will lay a table full of fruits as offering to the goddess of moon. It was once said that 2 god have fall in love each other and since it was forbidden in goddess world, they are seperated and only on the full moon of 8th moon in lunar calendar, they are allow to meet. This is why today is also consider as valentine day for some chinese. Well, not much people believe it nowadays after our astraounaut found there is nothing in moon except rock!
Beside parading, I remember i always play masak masak with my neighbour....Gear with 2 brick and one Milo tin cover, we melt few candle as oil for cooking. Simply find grass, wild chilli near the longkang, wild berries beside the drain and some mint leave and curry leave.....the aroma created was so nice.....
I remember how at the end of the day, we burn the candle and campak all the paper lantern and let it burn....We only keep our nice bunny, chicken, sailormoon, ultraman or what so ever shape lantern while the cheap paper lantern will never survive till next year festival.....
It was all old story....Is history now....Remember the past is so nostalgic...
How i hope time can be turn off and we are back to childhood where there is only happiness and no worries....
"Yua liang yuan, yua liang yuan, yua liang chou chai wo de jia"......Happy Mid Autumn....
Happy Mid Autumn
Hope everyone enjoy great moon cake while appreciate the round moon tonight...
Happy Mid Autumn to my dearest reader....
Happy Mid Autumn to my dearest reader....
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Run...run for it
This Thursday, in conjuction with Malaysia Day, I would be running for Admiral Methodist Run in Bandar Botanic....
Hope I can finish on time.....seem to gain weight lately so I have no choice but to sign up for gym and tone up...
Ya...I will run....run for my health
Hope I can finish on time.....seem to gain weight lately so I have no choice but to sign up for gym and tone up...
Ya...I will run....run for my health
Monday, September 13, 2010
Jam is finally over
The controversial Jambatan Kota in Klang is finally done. The bridge is finally open for user for both way and Klangite can no longer suffer heavy jam everyday...
After years of suffering, I realise, there is actually no different between the old road and the new bridge except it was uplifted to higher level and create more uneven road.....Still don't understand why driver need to go up and down 3 bridges to go to federal highway!!!
After years of suffering, I realise, there is actually no different between the old road and the new bridge except it was uplifted to higher level and create more uneven road.....Still don't understand why driver need to go up and down 3 bridges to go to federal highway!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2010
I feel like blogging
Out of sudden, today i got mood to blog....
It have been a while since my serious blog post. For the past few months I have done a lot of things but I have yet to disclose it in my blog. The much anticipated post on Vietnam seem ages to be posted.....My happy moment of passing exam was not even been 'heboh heboh' here.....not even about my promotion in work place...
Last week I have a holiday in Singapore and Star Cruise in penang and up to now there is not even a single photo uploaded here.....I feel so guilty...
I dunno why....maybe i am no longer as open, transparent and willing to share so much as what I did last time....or maybe due to changes of working lifestyle and environment....
But, i make a pledge today that I gonna start back blogging very soon...with more trips....more foods.....more event....and definately more fun...
It have been a while since my serious blog post. For the past few months I have done a lot of things but I have yet to disclose it in my blog. The much anticipated post on Vietnam seem ages to be posted.....My happy moment of passing exam was not even been 'heboh heboh' here.....not even about my promotion in work place...
Last week I have a holiday in Singapore and Star Cruise in penang and up to now there is not even a single photo uploaded here.....I feel so guilty...
I dunno why....maybe i am no longer as open, transparent and willing to share so much as what I did last time....or maybe due to changes of working lifestyle and environment....
But, i make a pledge today that I gonna start back blogging very soon...with more trips....more foods.....more event....and definately more fun...
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Near to perfect
Monday was a perfect day.....well, near perfect...
In the early morning I arrive the meeting hall a little early so I could walk around the sales gallery as well. I maintain a positive mind although I know the day will be doom, sad and disappointment.
I received call from my boss saying he will be on medical leave. He left some message and work for us to follow up....Well, as usual, I say Ok....knowing today my mind will be distrected.
The forum cum meeting started at 9 and drag until 12noon. By 11am, everyone is tired and most people mind are no longer with those presentation.
Is 12.15noon, one of my friend text me "Result out! Faster check".......I ignored.
2 minutes later, another message coming in. "Hey how result"
I reply my friend...."how is yours? i on forum, no internet to check" and he reply short after that with a good news that he pass his P1 paper....
My mind was no longer with the forum. My hand start to ichy and was wondering around whether should I borrow the iphone from the manager sitting beside me...What if I fail? Whole hall will know it...
Suddenly a sms come in.."Hey joo....congrat, your P2 63, P5 51...u graduated"
I know this is reason to be happy. Knowing my friend had hack my email to check my result....
I choose not to believe the sms and i ask her back how true is that...how come she can check my result....
On the same time, since i already know my result, i decided to borrow the iphone from the manager beside just to check the result....
When i on the Gmail, i notice the result was yet to be read.......I paused....I ask myself, is my friend cheating on me...Is Unread!!!
Taking a deep breath, i decided to click on it. My manager on my left are equally excited while the manager on my left who borrow me the iphone are more than excited to also know how i perform........
When the message open, my eye was not actually looking at the marks....I was searching around the marks but I just couldn't find...Maybe I was too excited....The only word i saw is "you are now affiliate".........
For the rest of the forum, I swear, my mind was halfly gone.....SMS pouring in as thought it was my birthday....I was far more than happy but I just can't show how happy am since top management are in the meeting....
To me the day was totally the most happy day in life. Is just a perfect day......Minutes and hours pass by.......I learn that there is lot other was actually not that lucky as me this round...I know that my day wasn't that perfect anyway...
It have been 3 days since the result release.....Now what i feel is just a normal day.......Erm....seem like passing ACCA is just a day happiness....
In the early morning I arrive the meeting hall a little early so I could walk around the sales gallery as well. I maintain a positive mind although I know the day will be doom, sad and disappointment.
I received call from my boss saying he will be on medical leave. He left some message and work for us to follow up....Well, as usual, I say Ok....knowing today my mind will be distrected.
The forum cum meeting started at 9 and drag until 12noon. By 11am, everyone is tired and most people mind are no longer with those presentation.
Is 12.15noon, one of my friend text me "Result out! Faster check".......I ignored.
2 minutes later, another message coming in. "Hey how result"
I reply my friend...."how is yours? i on forum, no internet to check" and he reply short after that with a good news that he pass his P1 paper....
My mind was no longer with the forum. My hand start to ichy and was wondering around whether should I borrow the iphone from the manager sitting beside me...What if I fail? Whole hall will know it...
Suddenly a sms come in.."Hey joo....congrat, your P2 63, P5 51...u graduated"
I know this is reason to be happy. Knowing my friend had hack my email to check my result....
I choose not to believe the sms and i ask her back how true is that...how come she can check my result....
On the same time, since i already know my result, i decided to borrow the iphone from the manager beside just to check the result....
When i on the Gmail, i notice the result was yet to be read.......I paused....I ask myself, is my friend cheating on me...Is Unread!!!
Taking a deep breath, i decided to click on it. My manager on my left are equally excited while the manager on my left who borrow me the iphone are more than excited to also know how i perform........
When the message open, my eye was not actually looking at the marks....I was searching around the marks but I just couldn't find...Maybe I was too excited....The only word i saw is "you are now affiliate".........
For the rest of the forum, I swear, my mind was halfly gone.....SMS pouring in as thought it was my birthday....I was far more than happy but I just can't show how happy am since top management are in the meeting....
To me the day was totally the most happy day in life. Is just a perfect day......Minutes and hours pass by.......I learn that there is lot other was actually not that lucky as me this round...I know that my day wasn't that perfect anyway...
It have been 3 days since the result release.....Now what i feel is just a normal day.......Erm....seem like passing ACCA is just a day happiness....
Monday, August 23, 2010
I am a happy pig today
No word can ever describe my feeling now....
I am just too happy....for everything.....
I have finally done it....I am now ACCA affiliate....yahooooooooooooooo
I am just too happy....for everything.....
I have finally done it....I am now ACCA affiliate....yahooooooooooooooo
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday the 13
I am down with Influenza again.....Sore Throat, Fever, Flu and Cough....well a full package of sickness....just like buying 3 in 1 coffee...
Start to have mild sore throat on the first day of hungry ghost month....follow by worst continueous sickness until I was really down on Friday 13...
Anyway, black friday that come once this year proven to be real black day for me....Sleep in the ebd for 17 hours hoping to cure my sickness..
Just now on the way back to my house, the radio is airing some horrible story about hungry ghost month...
There is saying that during the prayers "Por Tor" there should be no item that is still alive been put on top of the food table that is serve for the unseen soul...There is one case of a parent accidentally put her baby on top of the table unattended. After a few second, when the parent try to look for the baby, it is gone. There is a pool of blood left at the table.....True or not...I am not sure...
There is also saying that during hungry ghost month it is normal that you will hear people knocking at your door especially during mid night. Then it will be follow by the sound of "susu...susu".....Rumour saying that parent and infant die due to poverty thus the soul is finding for people to give them milk...
I study in a school that is the oldest in Klang. Many story about how our school is haunted especially our school field is used to be the place where japanese army march and torture those victim.....There is story from the scout that they hear japanese song and people marching during the midnight....Our school lab is also full of story as it was place where bodies were buried. There is story of hands appearing from the ground trying to drag some student down....To add the horror, our biology lab is always cold, dark and full of specimen of dead snake, bird, fish, mice, human organ and human bones....
What ever it is.....there is one chinese saying that kinda true if you believe it....Don't feel scare if you do nothing wrong....I believe soul will not be harmful...
Yeah....i hope so.....hope tonight i still can sleep nicely without any horror nightmare...
Start to have mild sore throat on the first day of hungry ghost month....follow by worst continueous sickness until I was really down on Friday 13...
Anyway, black friday that come once this year proven to be real black day for me....Sleep in the ebd for 17 hours hoping to cure my sickness..
Just now on the way back to my house, the radio is airing some horrible story about hungry ghost month...
There is saying that during the prayers "Por Tor" there should be no item that is still alive been put on top of the food table that is serve for the unseen soul...There is one case of a parent accidentally put her baby on top of the table unattended. After a few second, when the parent try to look for the baby, it is gone. There is a pool of blood left at the table.....True or not...I am not sure...
There is also saying that during hungry ghost month it is normal that you will hear people knocking at your door especially during mid night. Then it will be follow by the sound of "susu...susu".....Rumour saying that parent and infant die due to poverty thus the soul is finding for people to give them milk...
I study in a school that is the oldest in Klang. Many story about how our school is haunted especially our school field is used to be the place where japanese army march and torture those victim.....There is story from the scout that they hear japanese song and people marching during the midnight....Our school lab is also full of story as it was place where bodies were buried. There is story of hands appearing from the ground trying to drag some student down....To add the horror, our biology lab is always cold, dark and full of specimen of dead snake, bird, fish, mice, human organ and human bones....
What ever it is.....there is one chinese saying that kinda true if you believe it....Don't feel scare if you do nothing wrong....I believe soul will not be harmful...
Yeah....i hope so.....hope tonight i still can sleep nicely without any horror nightmare...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I am small small bird
Weak.....
My wings are small...
My wings are weak...
My muscle is not powerful to lift my heavy body
to fly away...
and find my very own freedom
Exhausted
My stamina is lack...
My breath get slow...
My wings is just too tired to flip again...
Why am I such a small bird?...
When would I fly like an eagle then?...
I know one day....I will grow stronger...
I would then soar as high as eagle...
Time will bring the powerful eagle to an old eagle
I would then surpass the arrogant eagle...
Because I am now a small small bird...
That flip the wings so hard...though it was tiring...
Trying to go to same level as the eagle...
I know one day....I will be flying next to eagle...
and finally....people will look the DOVE differently...
My wings are small...
My wings are weak...
My muscle is not powerful to lift my heavy body
to fly away...
and find my very own freedom
Exhausted
My stamina is lack...
My breath get slow...
My wings is just too tired to flip again...
Why am I such a small bird?...
When would I fly like an eagle then?...
I know one day....I will grow stronger...
I would then soar as high as eagle...
Time will bring the powerful eagle to an old eagle
I would then surpass the arrogant eagle...
Because I am now a small small bird...
That flip the wings so hard...though it was tiring...
Trying to go to same level as the eagle...
I know one day....I will be flying next to eagle...
and finally....people will look the DOVE differently...
Thursday, July 29, 2010
I am greed….because I am human.
It has been 1 year 9 months I am with my current company. My office is located in highly luxury area with probability of me bumping into rich person equivalent to 100%everyday.
Things that I never expect to see everyday seem to be part of my daily life. Seeing prospects customer carrying branded bags from Gucci, Prada to LV, driving side by side with Ferrari, BMW and newest version of Mercedes, dining the same café with datin and datuk……..really give me a boost of how to be a young millionaire.
People always say I am a rushing guy. Everything want to be fast. Want to earn fast money. Want to get promoted faster and so on….
But why not?
Can't I have my dream?
Can't I have a goal?
Can't I have a direction?
I am sick to look at how rich is people....and I want to be as rich as them....
I am not a 'pai ka chai' but i just want to earn money and make my life and my family life a little bit better than now....
Am I greed then? Yes, I am....but i am greed for good.....because I am human....and greed is just human nature...
Things that I never expect to see everyday seem to be part of my daily life. Seeing prospects customer carrying branded bags from Gucci, Prada to LV, driving side by side with Ferrari, BMW and newest version of Mercedes, dining the same café with datin and datuk……..really give me a boost of how to be a young millionaire.
People always say I am a rushing guy. Everything want to be fast. Want to earn fast money. Want to get promoted faster and so on….
But why not?
Can't I have my dream?
Can't I have a goal?
Can't I have a direction?
I am sick to look at how rich is people....and I want to be as rich as them....
I am not a 'pai ka chai' but i just want to earn money and make my life and my family life a little bit better than now....
Am I greed then? Yes, I am....but i am greed for good.....because I am human....and greed is just human nature...
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Vietnam - business trip 1
Lazy of blogging....lets photoblog...
Chapter 1: Crazy Motorbike
if u notice.....all the photo also got someone not following the rules!!!
Chapter 1: Crazy Motorbike
if u notice.....all the photo also got someone not following the rules!!!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
i have been slacky
What happen to me....I start to ignore my blog...
So many posting yet to be posted...
my vietnam business trip, my weekends outing after ACCA exam.....marathon...
Have i lost interest on blogging? I believe so...hehe
So many posting yet to be posted...
my vietnam business trip, my weekends outing after ACCA exam.....marathon...
Have i lost interest on blogging? I believe so...hehe
Friday, July 16, 2010
Life is priceless
From small I was educated that life is the most important things. There is nothing that can be more valuable that one life as it was gift from god and no one would take it away except god.
In today environment, life seem to be very cheap. Day by day, we saw people dying in vain. Day by day we saw animal been torture. Day by day, we saw accident taking life unpredictably.
I saw a clip on youtube of how a gal involve in accident, manage to call back the family while waiting for ambulances but she die before the ambulance arrive. The reason being the ambulances come too late.
When i was small, i like to torture animal. I like to scope the fish in the aquarium using the net and see them struggle for water and put them back...Repeat for few times just for the fun of it. When i grow up, I know my action was so cruel, so naive and so childish.
Since then i have change a lot. Start from joining red crescent team and then st john ambulance. When I was in university, i donate blood, do charity work besides from actively criticising animal cruelty. When i start to work and have extra money, i adopt a kid from world vision. I do that because i understand that life is priceless.
I am very sad when i saw people commit suicide. I don't see the rational of them doing that. To me, it bring more trouble to their loves one.
I am very sad looking at animal been tortured. People buy good dog for play and fun. When it was a puppy, the love them because they are cute. When it get older and sick, the owner will just dump it away. I am extremely sad looking at the irresponsible people throwing away dogs especially those happen in Pulau Ketam where they left the dog at inhabited island.
I am sad to look at youngster do not appreciate life by speeding on the road and acting to be macho and end up in accident. I am sad to see heavy smoker ignoring their life. I am sad to see alcoholic risking their organs with poison drink. I am more sad looking at naive people entering into drug addiction.
Life is really priceless. One person only have 1 opportunity to live in the world and thus we need to appreciate it. Some say, because it was a one opportunity, I might as well try everything even drugs. Well, that is individual judgement, but bare in mind, the impact and the future of your life.
Appreciate life before it is too late. Think before you do everything because life is priceless....
In today environment, life seem to be very cheap. Day by day, we saw people dying in vain. Day by day we saw animal been torture. Day by day, we saw accident taking life unpredictably.
I saw a clip on youtube of how a gal involve in accident, manage to call back the family while waiting for ambulances but she die before the ambulance arrive. The reason being the ambulances come too late.
When i was small, i like to torture animal. I like to scope the fish in the aquarium using the net and see them struggle for water and put them back...Repeat for few times just for the fun of it. When i grow up, I know my action was so cruel, so naive and so childish.
Since then i have change a lot. Start from joining red crescent team and then st john ambulance. When I was in university, i donate blood, do charity work besides from actively criticising animal cruelty. When i start to work and have extra money, i adopt a kid from world vision. I do that because i understand that life is priceless.
I am very sad when i saw people commit suicide. I don't see the rational of them doing that. To me, it bring more trouble to their loves one.
I am very sad looking at animal been tortured. People buy good dog for play and fun. When it was a puppy, the love them because they are cute. When it get older and sick, the owner will just dump it away. I am extremely sad looking at the irresponsible people throwing away dogs especially those happen in Pulau Ketam where they left the dog at inhabited island.
I am sad to look at youngster do not appreciate life by speeding on the road and acting to be macho and end up in accident. I am sad to see heavy smoker ignoring their life. I am sad to see alcoholic risking their organs with poison drink. I am more sad looking at naive people entering into drug addiction.
Life is really priceless. One person only have 1 opportunity to live in the world and thus we need to appreciate it. Some say, because it was a one opportunity, I might as well try everything even drugs. Well, that is individual judgement, but bare in mind, the impact and the future of your life.
Appreciate life before it is too late. Think before you do everything because life is priceless....
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Up...Up
Special Announcement,
Petrol Ron 95 and Ron 97 will increase by 5 cent starting today midnight. Ron 97 will subsequent be floating at market price without any subsidy from the government.
This would be the phase one of government 'kind' initiative to avoid country from spending too much on the subsidy and not to tie up the cash flow of the country and avoid country going into crisis...Erm...hope so...
Cooking oil and sugar will also increase starting from tonight 12am...
Enjoy the jam for those who is rushing to petrol kiosk or supermarket...hehe
Petrol Ron 95 and Ron 97 will increase by 5 cent starting today midnight. Ron 97 will subsequent be floating at market price without any subsidy from the government.
This would be the phase one of government 'kind' initiative to avoid country from spending too much on the subsidy and not to tie up the cash flow of the country and avoid country going into crisis...Erm...hope so...
Cooking oil and sugar will also increase starting from tonight 12am...
Enjoy the jam for those who is rushing to petrol kiosk or supermarket...hehe
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Is no longer me
It have been a while since my update of my life.
Many things happen within the period...
I come back from Vietnam after a horrible experience. I love Malaysia, that is what I can say...
Have terrible exam, but remain positive while waiting for result...
Run for 4.5km race within 10 hours after arriving from Vietnam....doing good and now register for more race...
Get a good offer but reject it...yeah sound crazy and dump, well that is me, Eddie...
Many things have change....mentality, maturity...and lifestyle....Well, when I declare Change as my motto of the year, it seem hanging for the first half of the year...All because of my exam result, but this round, no matter what happen, I hope I can change for a better future...
Many things happen within the period...
I come back from Vietnam after a horrible experience. I love Malaysia, that is what I can say...
Have terrible exam, but remain positive while waiting for result...
Run for 4.5km race within 10 hours after arriving from Vietnam....doing good and now register for more race...
Get a good offer but reject it...yeah sound crazy and dump, well that is me, Eddie...
Many things have change....mentality, maturity...and lifestyle....Well, when I declare Change as my motto of the year, it seem hanging for the first half of the year...All because of my exam result, but this round, no matter what happen, I hope I can change for a better future...
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Football Flu
Well, most of us have high fever over football this few weeks...
but for some gambler, flu might be the word to replace fever...
Good team such as Brazil, Argentina and Italy have early exit this year...
To make thing even interesting, an octopus now come into the picture....
When all the world is hunting for the octopus to be kill and cook...
but at least, i think the gambler will like the octopus....
but for some gambler, flu might be the word to replace fever...
Good team such as Brazil, Argentina and Italy have early exit this year...
To make thing even interesting, an octopus now come into the picture....
When all the world is hunting for the octopus to be kill and cook...
but at least, i think the gambler will like the octopus....
Monday, June 28, 2010
I am not the strongest
For many years, people had think that I am a very strong guy...Stong in term of mentally not pyshically...hehe...
Frankly i m not....not always i m strong as it is...No doubt i can make firm decision for many many things but when it come to my life especially those involve my future life, I am very skeptical. I am very careful.
Being making many many wrong decision in the past. I learn that not always I can make the right decision but once i made those decision, there is no turning back.
Maybe June is always a emo month for me. Again there is a moment, i stop by, refresh what I have done lately, considering all opportunity that appear in my life now...Is not easy....Is not easy as what to eat tonight....or what i am going to wear tomorrow..
I always like to refer to my friend when I have big headache for making a decision. I dun want to mess things up..
Frankly there is 3 huge headache that I have now......Non of them i will know the result until end of December....
Why is future so uncertain...Why is future not predictable....
Even a strongest man will one day feel loneliness, sadness, and uncertainty...I don't dare to call myself a strong guy, nor am i weak. I am just a normal guy like those on walking on the street.
It been such a painful journey and I can only cross my finger....and wait for the result....Hopefully it will be favorable....wonderful....and sweet...
Frankly i m not....not always i m strong as it is...No doubt i can make firm decision for many many things but when it come to my life especially those involve my future life, I am very skeptical. I am very careful.
Being making many many wrong decision in the past. I learn that not always I can make the right decision but once i made those decision, there is no turning back.
Maybe June is always a emo month for me. Again there is a moment, i stop by, refresh what I have done lately, considering all opportunity that appear in my life now...Is not easy....Is not easy as what to eat tonight....or what i am going to wear tomorrow..
I always like to refer to my friend when I have big headache for making a decision. I dun want to mess things up..
Frankly there is 3 huge headache that I have now......Non of them i will know the result until end of December....
Why is future so uncertain...Why is future not predictable....
Even a strongest man will one day feel loneliness, sadness, and uncertainty...I don't dare to call myself a strong guy, nor am i weak. I am just a normal guy like those on walking on the street.
It been such a painful journey and I can only cross my finger....and wait for the result....Hopefully it will be favorable....wonderful....and sweet...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Sport Betting ban
Malaysia Government announced that they are not issuing licence for sport betting....
What you think?
Advantage of legalising sport betting:
1. Regulate the gaming industry
2. Reduce the illegal betting
3. Reduce probability of people borrowing from loan shark....(maybe)
4. Increase income to country by charging taxes
Disadvantage of legalizing sport betting :
1. More people will start to gamble as it is legal
2. Tarnish the real purpose of sport spirit...
What ever it is, just remember, take risk according to your risk appetite....
What you think?
Advantage of legalising sport betting:
1. Regulate the gaming industry
2. Reduce the illegal betting
3. Reduce probability of people borrowing from loan shark....(maybe)
4. Increase income to country by charging taxes
Disadvantage of legalizing sport betting :
1. More people will start to gamble as it is legal
2. Tarnish the real purpose of sport spirit...
What ever it is, just remember, take risk according to your risk appetite....
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Exam or Not
In my 16 years of studying, I had never agreed that exam is the best avenue to test a student. Probably some would argue with my statement but I always have the impression that exam do not able to test student 100%. We need a more systematic way of evaluating the student performance not just intellectual but also other prespective.
Lets see some of the exam I took before:
Penilaian Tahan Satu (PTS)
Purpose: Let student skip standard 4 and go straight to standard 5
Good impact: I save 1 bloody year and 1 year of school fees amounted to RM 15 (at that time)
Bad impact: I graduate younger, suffer in working life additional one year, been discriminated for graduating so young, need to explain to the whole damm world why I graduate and start work so young
UPSR
Purpose: To evaluate and standard and the entry point of secondary school
Good impact: Get into better school. Better class
Bad Impact: So what if I get full A? I still been posted to bad school anyway!
PMR
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies. Science vs Art
Good impact: better future career decision
Bad impact: So what if I get lot of A? I not allow to choose my stream because the school decided for us!
SPM
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies to major on and eligibility for STPM or college
Good impact: Scholarship to colleges, eligibility to studies major that we like
Bad impact: Still cannot get into local Uni....still, I ended up changing for science class to art stream studies..
So what for exam.....
Exam cannot test student ability to socialize, ability to work, ability to translate knowledge learn to the reality world....
So how? Ban exam?
Government should change our education system to be more relevant.
Exam - To test student knowledge
Assignment - ability of student to work and gather information and translate information into practises
Team activity - to enhance the ability of student to work in team
Sport - To ensure student are more healthy
Charity work - To sow the seed of love from the student and indirectly help to build strong characteristic of student.
I am tired of exam.....maybe ACCA can consider abolish exam also....wakakaka
Lets see some of the exam I took before:
Penilaian Tahan Satu (PTS)
Purpose: Let student skip standard 4 and go straight to standard 5
Good impact: I save 1 bloody year and 1 year of school fees amounted to RM 15 (at that time)
Bad impact: I graduate younger, suffer in working life additional one year, been discriminated for graduating so young, need to explain to the whole damm world why I graduate and start work so young
UPSR
Purpose: To evaluate and standard and the entry point of secondary school
Good impact: Get into better school. Better class
Bad Impact: So what if I get full A? I still been posted to bad school anyway!
PMR
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies. Science vs Art
Good impact: better future career decision
Bad impact: So what if I get lot of A? I not allow to choose my stream because the school decided for us!
SPM
Purpose: To decide which stream of studies to major on and eligibility for STPM or college
Good impact: Scholarship to colleges, eligibility to studies major that we like
Bad impact: Still cannot get into local Uni....still, I ended up changing for science class to art stream studies..
So what for exam.....
Exam cannot test student ability to socialize, ability to work, ability to translate knowledge learn to the reality world....
So how? Ban exam?
Government should change our education system to be more relevant.
Exam - To test student knowledge
Assignment - ability of student to work and gather information and translate information into practises
Team activity - to enhance the ability of student to work in team
Sport - To ensure student are more healthy
Charity work - To sow the seed of love from the student and indirectly help to build strong characteristic of student.
I am tired of exam.....maybe ACCA can consider abolish exam also....wakakaka
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Pudu Jail Down...
Over 100 years, pudu jail situated at the hot spot of KL have been an icon to KL. However these few years, the icon have been sore eye to the public as many vandalism had turn the beautiful structure into eye sore place.
Yesterday at strike of 10pm, the wall of the unique icon have been tear down leading to the very last 100 years buildings been demolished.
Many argue that it should be preserve as heritage....
Other believe that jail symbolize negative energy, being a place of punishment, icon of embarrassment to the country.
So what say you?
Heritage or Eye sore?
Yesterday at strike of 10pm, the wall of the unique icon have been tear down leading to the very last 100 years buildings been demolished.
Many argue that it should be preserve as heritage....
Other believe that jail symbolize negative energy, being a place of punishment, icon of embarrassment to the country.
So what say you?
Heritage or Eye sore?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Back with more drama
Well, it have been more than 3 weeks since my last posting. Extremely tired and busy weeks I had...
Back from Vietnam and straight go for 4.5km run for Setia Eco Run....
Work for one day and proceed with exam leave for few days and exam!
I wasn't really happy with my performance in the exam. Questions are extremely tricky, I wasn't prepared enough and most probably my spirit is not high enough to kill the papers.
Back to work today and received 2 calls. In deep dilemma after the call....Should I? or shouldn't I? I am still thinking of the timing. Is not easy to make the decision....But one day I will need to do so...
Drama....So Drama....why a naive guy life must be full of so many drama....can't it be natural?
Back from Vietnam and straight go for 4.5km run for Setia Eco Run....
Work for one day and proceed with exam leave for few days and exam!
I wasn't really happy with my performance in the exam. Questions are extremely tricky, I wasn't prepared enough and most probably my spirit is not high enough to kill the papers.
Back to work today and received 2 calls. In deep dilemma after the call....Should I? or shouldn't I? I am still thinking of the timing. Is not easy to make the decision....But one day I will need to do so...
Drama....So Drama....why a naive guy life must be full of so many drama....can't it be natural?
Monday, May 24, 2010
SWEAT!
Vietnam, Vietnam.....Here I am...
If there is one word that can summarize my very first day in Ho Chi Minh City, it would be 'ADVENTEROUS'.
Today flight was one of the worst I had ever take. The plane was extremely small and not spacious. In the middle of taxiing, the plane stop due to technical problem. The pilot have to call the engineer for advice before departing. After a delay, we end up having yet another nightmare. Worst landing ever with extremely break and shaking....Then the power when off...
Out of the airport, we was shock with the traffic horror...I would label it as roller coaster of Vietnam and the song of vietnam.....Ppl here honk like nobody business and basically there is no law in the road....Motorcycle is the king in the road....
Language is yet another barrier....From menu to invoices, internet to tv program, everything is Vietnamese.....I think they really love their country...
SWEAT! sweat because i have the worst culture shock ever.....my eye really pop up looking at the condition of the country....Well, I might sound jakun....but let it be...jakun as I am, the lifestyle here need a change.....maybe the war ended not long ago, so i believe in time to come, everything will be fine.
SWEAT again because the weather here is so dry and hot.....too hot that air-cond is not able to cool us down...
Well, let it be for another 2 weeks and i shall comment whether can I survive at this adventerous city....
Bye for now, keep updating
If there is one word that can summarize my very first day in Ho Chi Minh City, it would be 'ADVENTEROUS'.
Today flight was one of the worst I had ever take. The plane was extremely small and not spacious. In the middle of taxiing, the plane stop due to technical problem. The pilot have to call the engineer for advice before departing. After a delay, we end up having yet another nightmare. Worst landing ever with extremely break and shaking....Then the power when off...
Out of the airport, we was shock with the traffic horror...I would label it as roller coaster of Vietnam and the song of vietnam.....Ppl here honk like nobody business and basically there is no law in the road....Motorcycle is the king in the road....
Language is yet another barrier....From menu to invoices, internet to tv program, everything is Vietnamese.....I think they really love their country...
SWEAT! sweat because i have the worst culture shock ever.....my eye really pop up looking at the condition of the country....Well, I might sound jakun....but let it be...jakun as I am, the lifestyle here need a change.....maybe the war ended not long ago, so i believe in time to come, everything will be fine.
SWEAT again because the weather here is so dry and hot.....too hot that air-cond is not able to cool us down...
Well, let it be for another 2 weeks and i shall comment whether can I survive at this adventerous city....
Bye for now, keep updating
Friday, May 21, 2010
Abuse...
Well, it seem that Tiger Year, more tiger is been tortured rather than been treated as KING
Tiger Abuse In Malaysia
Tiger Abuse In Malaysia
Monday, May 17, 2010
Klang is Back!
Yeah...is time for celebrate...Klang is soon coming to the same shape!
The newly constructed bridge is now open for usage....well, at least one way is open by now....
Another half of it was still on progress which I predict the road toward KL will still face the terrible jamming while those from KL will have a smooth drive ahead..
It have been yeeeeeeeeeeears since the construction and yesterday was a day of celebration when one of the way was finally open for usage. Well, lot of complaint by user saying that the bridge is illogical as users need to drive down a bridge and reconnected to another bridge...Why don't they just combine the bridge pararrel. Well, I believe it was due to 'cheaper' version since there is lot of financial problem involve in the bridge...
Anyway, no more jam soon....and well, Klang back to the original shape....too me, with the bridge or without the bridge, there is just no impact to the traffic in Klang just like 6-7 years ago. Still dun understand what the point of having the bridge when there is no different from the previous one!!!
The newly constructed bridge is now open for usage....well, at least one way is open by now....
Another half of it was still on progress which I predict the road toward KL will still face the terrible jamming while those from KL will have a smooth drive ahead..
It have been yeeeeeeeeeeears since the construction and yesterday was a day of celebration when one of the way was finally open for usage. Well, lot of complaint by user saying that the bridge is illogical as users need to drive down a bridge and reconnected to another bridge...Why don't they just combine the bridge pararrel. Well, I believe it was due to 'cheaper' version since there is lot of financial problem involve in the bridge...
Anyway, no more jam soon....and well, Klang back to the original shape....too me, with the bridge or without the bridge, there is just no impact to the traffic in Klang just like 6-7 years ago. Still dun understand what the point of having the bridge when there is no different from the previous one!!!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Oil spill
There is a very sad news from the Gulf of Mexico last month regarding the Deepwater oil drill that blast and kills 11 workers and lead to hundred or maybe thousand barrel of oil been spilt into the sea water.
The danger of the oil spill was so devastated. Marine life is affected. Habitates for marine life is totally damaged and corals and small creature die.
The amount of oxygen reduced in the water. Fishermen lost their ricebowl. Sea bird die due to less food and feather filled with oil.
It have already been said as the biggest oil spill ever....
Everyone is affected and if it was not manage well, it will affect the whole world...and the marine life
The danger of the oil spill was so devastated. Marine life is affected. Habitates for marine life is totally damaged and corals and small creature die.
The amount of oxygen reduced in the water. Fishermen lost their ricebowl. Sea bird die due to less food and feather filled with oil.
It have already been said as the biggest oil spill ever....
Everyone is affected and if it was not manage well, it will affect the whole world...and the marine life
Exam...exam.....exam...
Exam is coming.....
God, please bless me this June with lots of luck....
Peace!!
God, please bless me this June with lots of luck....
Peace!!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Money make life miserable
Money is root of all evil....
Why not...
Money create jealousy
When others earn more than us, we feel jealous
When others parent is rich than us, we feel jealous
When others have higher purchasing power, we feel jealous
When others have less obligation, we feel jealous
When others have more asset, we feel jealous
Money create competition
When others have more money, we aim to get higher than them
When others have less money, we aim to increase the gap from them
Money create stress
When others earn more money, we feel stress
When others earn less money, we also feel stress
Money create headache
When we earn too little money, we have headache to find better income, find better job
When we earn too much money, we have headache where to keep or invest the money
Money create confusion
When we have little money, we confuse why we have less money
When we have too much money, we confuse which currency is higher!!
Money create worries
When we have little money, we worries we cannot survive until tomorrow
When we have too much money, we worries we cannot survive today (robbery, murder)
So much evil that money bring to us, I still love money....
Because
Money is not everything, but when there is no money, everything seem nothing...
Why not...
Money create jealousy
When others earn more than us, we feel jealous
When others parent is rich than us, we feel jealous
When others have higher purchasing power, we feel jealous
When others have less obligation, we feel jealous
When others have more asset, we feel jealous
Money create competition
When others have more money, we aim to get higher than them
When others have less money, we aim to increase the gap from them
Money create stress
When others earn more money, we feel stress
When others earn less money, we also feel stress
Money create headache
When we earn too little money, we have headache to find better income, find better job
When we earn too much money, we have headache where to keep or invest the money
Money create confusion
When we have little money, we confuse why we have less money
When we have too much money, we confuse which currency is higher!!
Money create worries
When we have little money, we worries we cannot survive until tomorrow
When we have too much money, we worries we cannot survive today (robbery, murder)
So much evil that money bring to us, I still love money....
Because
Money is not everything, but when there is no money, everything seem nothing...
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Maybe it was right
It was 2 oclock in the morning. Despite there is a bowling competition going on within 7 hours from now, I couldn't sleep at all. Is raining heavily and it was cold. A nice environment to sleep.
It was a very emotional night. The night where I know I have make the very wrong step since the very beginning and I have no U-turn back.
My friend asking me for a friend birthday celebration which I insisted not to go. My mood was extremely bad and I scare I couldn't control myself. I decided to decline. Then come a sms, saying it was a join celebration for my birthday as well. Though I am still heavy hearted to go, I decide to turn up at least not to disappoint my friend.
I know my friend is always there to make me happy. In deed, the 3 hours together was filled with laughter and enjoyment. Now the moment I am alone, I flash back what happen lately.
I know is way too late for a return. I know I am stuck in no way. I know jeolousy have added more fire. I understand money is always the root of all evil....But I am human. I have emotion. I do have anger.
Too many what happen today is small matter. Principally wise, I am not happy with such treatment, but logically wise, who have the power, have it all.
My friend refresh me what we learn way back, during the era where we have no other worries....
I learn that there is 3 days to earn money being:
1. Product make money - just like Bill Gates....
2. Money make money - just like many investor like Warren Buffet
3. Knowledge make money - which is simple...No need to be genius. Just use your wisdom and make money.
Lately I learn also that there might be the fourth category which is network make money.....Being serounded with hundred and maybe thousand of trustable friend, we can each join and make money. We start small but we can end up big...
Principal man earn nothing. Integrity generate no cash. That is what I always hear though I try not to believe it. Well, being auditors external and internally, I can strongly say people with integrity do not earn money fast...in deed it was a poor man. But what make an integrity person rich is the value in himself. Money can earn, but how much value can you value yourself? If you are a billionaire of 7 billion, you are a normal guy with 7 billion of assets....When you die, what respect, what honour, what rememberance you left behind? Is the pass records of humanity, wisdom and attitude that left behind.
Yup, to us who care the respect? To us who care the value we earn? To us, having a dollar and cent is what that count. The power to purchase, the power to decide, the power of freedom is what we value now...
YUP, maybe it was right...
It was right I shouldn't be angry....
It was right I have make the wrong decision....
It was right I screwed myself....
BUT, I am human...
I have done something right and I believe it was right...I deserve to be emo...
It was a very emotional night. The night where I know I have make the very wrong step since the very beginning and I have no U-turn back.
My friend asking me for a friend birthday celebration which I insisted not to go. My mood was extremely bad and I scare I couldn't control myself. I decided to decline. Then come a sms, saying it was a join celebration for my birthday as well. Though I am still heavy hearted to go, I decide to turn up at least not to disappoint my friend.
I know my friend is always there to make me happy. In deed, the 3 hours together was filled with laughter and enjoyment. Now the moment I am alone, I flash back what happen lately.
I know is way too late for a return. I know I am stuck in no way. I know jeolousy have added more fire. I understand money is always the root of all evil....But I am human. I have emotion. I do have anger.
Too many what happen today is small matter. Principally wise, I am not happy with such treatment, but logically wise, who have the power, have it all.
My friend refresh me what we learn way back, during the era where we have no other worries....
I learn that there is 3 days to earn money being:
1. Product make money - just like Bill Gates....
2. Money make money - just like many investor like Warren Buffet
3. Knowledge make money - which is simple...No need to be genius. Just use your wisdom and make money.
Lately I learn also that there might be the fourth category which is network make money.....Being serounded with hundred and maybe thousand of trustable friend, we can each join and make money. We start small but we can end up big...
Principal man earn nothing. Integrity generate no cash. That is what I always hear though I try not to believe it. Well, being auditors external and internally, I can strongly say people with integrity do not earn money fast...in deed it was a poor man. But what make an integrity person rich is the value in himself. Money can earn, but how much value can you value yourself? If you are a billionaire of 7 billion, you are a normal guy with 7 billion of assets....When you die, what respect, what honour, what rememberance you left behind? Is the pass records of humanity, wisdom and attitude that left behind.
Yup, to us who care the respect? To us who care the value we earn? To us, having a dollar and cent is what that count. The power to purchase, the power to decide, the power of freedom is what we value now...
YUP, maybe it was right...
It was right I shouldn't be angry....
It was right I have make the wrong decision....
It was right I screwed myself....
BUT, I am human...
I have done something right and I believe it was right...I deserve to be emo...
Friday, April 23, 2010
Emo
Many people had been asking me why do I never blog about my current job as what I do when I was in my previous firm.
Well, there are significant changes in my blogging style since I change my job and I agreed that these changes had contributed to a drop in number of post in my blog.
Many of time, I do wanted to blog about my job and in certain cases, I had already written the post but I never approved the posting.
Previously, I post a lot about my external audit job. I posted about the happy things happening in the firm and all the knowledge I have learn there. My blog even attracts some new comers to the firm. I am very happy about that achievement. But stormy weather arrives replacing the sunny day and I suddenly decided to resign. My blog posts suddenly change into a dark room for me to confront about my feeling.
I know this will somehow happen in my new job that I decided not to blog anything about my job anymore. I minimize my post up to the extend that I try not to post about my company activities, annual dinner and even family day.
To be, my emotion can swing every other day. Maybe I love my company today but tomorrow I will hate it like my closest enemy.
To me I personally have also change a lot since I resign. I no longer a hot temper guy as I am before. I dare to say my patience has increase by almost 100 times. I am not as sarcastic as I am before. I am not as daring as before. I am not as active as before.
I remember the time I resign and at exit interview, I still fighting for the right of the staff. I remember the time I resign; I seem like psycho all the staff to join my rally. But time shows that I am wrong. Despite, I myself think I am absolutely wrong.
Now looking back, I know I cannot regret because things have turn into reality. There is no turning back and there is no point of regretting. Future is always bright if we choose the correct path. I am suck in chess, so making wrong decision might be just a normal things to me. Even chess genius sometime makes the wrong move.
It has been 1 and a half year. I could say the time flies like blinking of eye, but in reality the pain in the ass can be felt like million years. I learn there is nothing perfect in the world and I am now playing the corporate games that others are playing. I might not be the best player, but I will some day show the masked me.
Well, there are significant changes in my blogging style since I change my job and I agreed that these changes had contributed to a drop in number of post in my blog.
Many of time, I do wanted to blog about my job and in certain cases, I had already written the post but I never approved the posting.
Previously, I post a lot about my external audit job. I posted about the happy things happening in the firm and all the knowledge I have learn there. My blog even attracts some new comers to the firm. I am very happy about that achievement. But stormy weather arrives replacing the sunny day and I suddenly decided to resign. My blog posts suddenly change into a dark room for me to confront about my feeling.
I know this will somehow happen in my new job that I decided not to blog anything about my job anymore. I minimize my post up to the extend that I try not to post about my company activities, annual dinner and even family day.
To be, my emotion can swing every other day. Maybe I love my company today but tomorrow I will hate it like my closest enemy.
To me I personally have also change a lot since I resign. I no longer a hot temper guy as I am before. I dare to say my patience has increase by almost 100 times. I am not as sarcastic as I am before. I am not as daring as before. I am not as active as before.
I remember the time I resign and at exit interview, I still fighting for the right of the staff. I remember the time I resign; I seem like psycho all the staff to join my rally. But time shows that I am wrong. Despite, I myself think I am absolutely wrong.
Now looking back, I know I cannot regret because things have turn into reality. There is no turning back and there is no point of regretting. Future is always bright if we choose the correct path. I am suck in chess, so making wrong decision might be just a normal things to me. Even chess genius sometime makes the wrong move.
It has been 1 and a half year. I could say the time flies like blinking of eye, but in reality the pain in the ass can be felt like million years. I learn there is nothing perfect in the world and I am now playing the corporate games that others are playing. I might not be the best player, but I will some day show the masked me.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
I forgot to wish....
I am so busy that I forgot to wish
Happy Earth Day....
and Happy Birthday to my blog....It have been 3 years since i start blogging....
Happy Earth Day....
and Happy Birthday to my blog....It have been 3 years since i start blogging....
Neglect
It seem like I have been neglecting my blog for more than 10 days. Well, I have been travelling to Penang to work for the pass 8 days and eaten a lot...too much that once I arrive klang, I have a very bad stomachache...hehe...
Well, it was my very first time to drive more than 400km per journey and Penang was much futher than Malacca or Taiping that I have drove before.
Is now the end of April...so many things undone....I have lot of bills and debt to be paid....gosh pokai again....
Celebrate my 23th birthday in outstation, 3 years continous birthday in outstation...
Exam approching but i NEGLECT my study....shit...
Well, maybe NEGLECT is the word for this month...
I neglect my blog
I neglect my birthday until someone sms me on my birthday to remind me it was April 16
I neglect my study
I neglect my financial control....kinda overspent this month
I neglect my safety
I neglect mt family
and most importing thing
I neglect myself
Well, it was my very first time to drive more than 400km per journey and Penang was much futher than Malacca or Taiping that I have drove before.
Is now the end of April...so many things undone....I have lot of bills and debt to be paid....gosh pokai again....
Celebrate my 23th birthday in outstation, 3 years continous birthday in outstation...
Exam approching but i NEGLECT my study....shit...
Well, maybe NEGLECT is the word for this month...
I neglect my blog
I neglect my birthday until someone sms me on my birthday to remind me it was April 16
I neglect my study
I neglect my financial control....kinda overspent this month
I neglect my safety
I neglect mt family
and most importing thing
I neglect myself
Friday, April 9, 2010
Bagkok Last day - Short, Tiring, Sad
It was the last day. Everyone is tired and sad to leave Bangkok.
I wake up super early at 6am while others are still sleeping tightly. My stomach start to make sound so I decided to take bath and went for breakfast down there. Surpisingly Mighty is also awake by then and George and YT is also ready to rock. So 4 of us went down for breakfast while waiting for the super lazy Nicholas to ready.
After breakfast, we check out and leave our luggage in the luggage room and headed to MBK for last minutes shopping. We shop for some souvenir and have our lunch at MBK food court.
Headed back to hotel at 1pm and left to airport by 1.30pm. Due to Moscow train attack and some politic instability, there is many policeman been deployed at the airport. Every nook and corner is filled with policeman.
After check in we have 2 hours of duty free shopping around before heading to our departure hall. The airport is superb huge and lot of things to see and buy. Mighty flight to Singapore will be 4.40pm while ours will be 5.20pm. However our flight was taxiing around and stops for about half an hour. Maybe the airport was way to busy with hundred of flight taking off and arriving.
Flight touch down at 9.15pm in LCCT and we rushed back using Malaysia 'fabolous' public transport....I arrive Klang at 11.30pm....What a tiring day...
The end of the Bangkok Trip
I wake up super early at 6am while others are still sleeping tightly. My stomach start to make sound so I decided to take bath and went for breakfast down there. Surpisingly Mighty is also awake by then and George and YT is also ready to rock. So 4 of us went down for breakfast while waiting for the super lazy Nicholas to ready.
After breakfast, we check out and leave our luggage in the luggage room and headed to MBK for last minutes shopping. We shop for some souvenir and have our lunch at MBK food court.
Headed back to hotel at 1pm and left to airport by 1.30pm. Due to Moscow train attack and some politic instability, there is many policeman been deployed at the airport. Every nook and corner is filled with policeman.
After check in we have 2 hours of duty free shopping around before heading to our departure hall. The airport is superb huge and lot of things to see and buy. Mighty flight to Singapore will be 4.40pm while ours will be 5.20pm. However our flight was taxiing around and stops for about half an hour. Maybe the airport was way to busy with hundred of flight taking off and arriving.
Flight touch down at 9.15pm in LCCT and we rushed back using Malaysia 'fabolous' public transport....I arrive Klang at 11.30pm....What a tiring day...
The end of the Bangkok Trip
Redang - For richie only
Thinking of Redang you might be relate it to Summer Lover or Summer Holiday movie staring Richie Ren and Sammi Cheng...
Today state government announced that they are going to turn the jewel of Terengganu into a luxury island with only 5 stars hotel been allowed to built there.
What say u?
To me there is good and bad things
Good:
1. Less people will be going in and this will protect the ecosystem and the coral habitate
2. Generate a handsome sum of revenue to the state and country
3. Project a luxury image of the island
Bad:
1. Less people will be able to enter into the island. Redang have been famous spot for student and youngster which come from low income or high sensetivity group. By projecting a hotel rate above RM 1,600, the amount of youngster and local flocking into the island will reduce tremandously
2. Doing Rich person business is not as good as what we think off. Currently there is many rules and regulation in marine park and within the island. If we were suppose to provide 5 stars services, then customer will always right. What if customer choose to use sunblock, hairgel that can kills the coral or feeding fishes around the marine park? Even if they against the rules, they can pay the fine....But it was the ecosystem that get threaten.
3. Local chalet protrait image of island living. If we are to built 5 stars hotel, the land usage and change in ecosystem around the island might be affected. How about the current chalet operator? Bungkus and tutup kedai?
4. What is the main reason to go island? Soak in salt water, sun tan, building sand castle, play kite and snoorkeling is the main point....So why we need a 5 stars hotel with pools (since beach is in front of our eye) and gyms?
There is no wrong or bad about the idea....but to me, the island is such a waste if it was 'reserve' for the Richie....
Why not enforce the current chalet to help up in the environment and ask them upgrade their sanitary system?
Why not enforce stringen rules at marine park?
To be, environment should be protected and care by anyone, and thus everyone shall enjoy it....
Today state government announced that they are going to turn the jewel of Terengganu into a luxury island with only 5 stars hotel been allowed to built there.
What say u?
To me there is good and bad things
Good:
1. Less people will be going in and this will protect the ecosystem and the coral habitate
2. Generate a handsome sum of revenue to the state and country
3. Project a luxury image of the island
Bad:
1. Less people will be able to enter into the island. Redang have been famous spot for student and youngster which come from low income or high sensetivity group. By projecting a hotel rate above RM 1,600, the amount of youngster and local flocking into the island will reduce tremandously
2. Doing Rich person business is not as good as what we think off. Currently there is many rules and regulation in marine park and within the island. If we were suppose to provide 5 stars services, then customer will always right. What if customer choose to use sunblock, hairgel that can kills the coral or feeding fishes around the marine park? Even if they against the rules, they can pay the fine....But it was the ecosystem that get threaten.
3. Local chalet protrait image of island living. If we are to built 5 stars hotel, the land usage and change in ecosystem around the island might be affected. How about the current chalet operator? Bungkus and tutup kedai?
4. What is the main reason to go island? Soak in salt water, sun tan, building sand castle, play kite and snoorkeling is the main point....So why we need a 5 stars hotel with pools (since beach is in front of our eye) and gyms?
There is no wrong or bad about the idea....but to me, the island is such a waste if it was 'reserve' for the Richie....
Why not enforce the current chalet to help up in the environment and ask them upgrade their sanitary system?
Why not enforce stringen rules at marine park?
To be, environment should be protected and care by anyone, and thus everyone shall enjoy it....
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Bangkok - Day 3
We wake up and have our breakfast at the hostel. It was our first breakfast since we have to skip the breakfast on the second day due to urgency of time.
After a simple dinner, we depart to BTS Nana and take the train to BTS Saphan Takhsin where the pier for Chao Phraya River cruise is located. Our mission is to visit the landmark along the river. At the pier, Mighty complaint he have stomach upset. Well mighty doesn’t seem mighty to me….
We depart to the 5th Pier name Ratchawang where the Chinatown is located. We have an hour walk around Yaorawat, the Chinatown area and Mighty was just too sick to continue the day. We bid farewell to him as he is heading back to hotel to have a nice sleep while we all cruising around to Grand Palace at Pier Maharaj.
Grand Palace was huge and grand. The entrance fees of 350 bath per person sound expensive in deed but one can easily spent 3-4 hours inside it. The Grand Palace include Emerald Buddha Temple.
Our next stop is Wat Pho, the reclining Buddha at Pier N8. As we have enough of temple, we decided not to enter the temple and headed to Wat Arun instead. Wat Arun is a must to visit landmark. It was situated in front of the Choa Praya river bank and one can climb up the very steep stair to arrive at the middle part of the Wat. Spectacular view of the river and life along the river can be seen from the Wat. The Rama Bridge that almost similar to Penang Bridge could be sighted at the top of the Wat as well. As the weather is terrible hot, we decided to change our clothing before climbing up. Basically we are sweating the whole day.
We headed back to BTS so we can continue shopping at Child Lom area. At this moment, we have yet another casualty down. This time it was Nicholas. He was way too tired to walk anymore.
3 of us continue our shopping journey venturing into Amarin, Erawan, ZEN, CentralWorld, Platinum, Pratunam market and Gayshorn. It took us 2 hours only to walk all the place as we have nothing in mind. We were hoping to find a good spa instead.
We went back hotel at 6pm and the 2 sick victim look in deed very sick. 7pm we decided to go to Cabbage and Condom to have dinner. This restaurant serves western and also thai food with the concept of educating people on the importance of using condom and safe sex. At the end of the dinner, we were given a condom each.
Then we went for Thai Massage call ‘King and I’. After a bad experience that we have, we are hoping for a good massage this round. In deed it was good but painful too…
We ended our day with chit chating in hotel room and packing for check out tomorrow.
~~More photo coming up next....For food session please visit
HarkauSiewMai
After a simple dinner, we depart to BTS Nana and take the train to BTS Saphan Takhsin where the pier for Chao Phraya River cruise is located. Our mission is to visit the landmark along the river. At the pier, Mighty complaint he have stomach upset. Well mighty doesn’t seem mighty to me….
We depart to the 5th Pier name Ratchawang where the Chinatown is located. We have an hour walk around Yaorawat, the Chinatown area and Mighty was just too sick to continue the day. We bid farewell to him as he is heading back to hotel to have a nice sleep while we all cruising around to Grand Palace at Pier Maharaj.
Grand Palace was huge and grand. The entrance fees of 350 bath per person sound expensive in deed but one can easily spent 3-4 hours inside it. The Grand Palace include Emerald Buddha Temple.
Our next stop is Wat Pho, the reclining Buddha at Pier N8. As we have enough of temple, we decided not to enter the temple and headed to Wat Arun instead. Wat Arun is a must to visit landmark. It was situated in front of the Choa Praya river bank and one can climb up the very steep stair to arrive at the middle part of the Wat. Spectacular view of the river and life along the river can be seen from the Wat. The Rama Bridge that almost similar to Penang Bridge could be sighted at the top of the Wat as well. As the weather is terrible hot, we decided to change our clothing before climbing up. Basically we are sweating the whole day.
We headed back to BTS so we can continue shopping at Child Lom area. At this moment, we have yet another casualty down. This time it was Nicholas. He was way too tired to walk anymore.
3 of us continue our shopping journey venturing into Amarin, Erawan, ZEN, CentralWorld, Platinum, Pratunam market and Gayshorn. It took us 2 hours only to walk all the place as we have nothing in mind. We were hoping to find a good spa instead.
We went back hotel at 6pm and the 2 sick victim look in deed very sick. 7pm we decided to go to Cabbage and Condom to have dinner. This restaurant serves western and also thai food with the concept of educating people on the importance of using condom and safe sex. At the end of the dinner, we were given a condom each.
Then we went for Thai Massage call ‘King and I’. After a bad experience that we have, we are hoping for a good massage this round. In deed it was good but painful too…
We ended our day with chit chating in hotel room and packing for check out tomorrow.
~~More photo coming up next....For food session please visit
HarkauSiewMai
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