Near to perfect

Monday was a perfect day.....well, near perfect...

In the early morning I arrive the meeting hall a little early so I could walk around the sales gallery as well. I maintain a positive mind although I know the day will be doom, sad and disappointment.

I received call from my boss saying he will be on medical leave. He left some message and work for us to follow up....Well, as usual, I say Ok....knowing today my mind will be distrected.

The forum cum meeting started at 9 and drag until 12noon. By 11am, everyone is tired and most people mind are no longer with those presentation.

Is 12.15noon, one of my friend text me "Result out! Faster check".......I ignored.

2 minutes later, another message coming in. "Hey how result"

I reply my friend...."how is yours? i on forum, no internet to check" and he reply short after that with a good news that he pass his P1 paper....

My mind was no longer with the forum. My hand start to ichy and was wondering around whether should I borrow the iphone from the manager sitting beside me...What if I fail? Whole hall will know it...

Suddenly a sms come in.."Hey joo....congrat, your P2 63, P5 51...u graduated"

I know this is reason to be happy. Knowing my friend had hack my email to check my result....

I choose not to believe the sms and i ask her back how true is that...how come she can check my result....

On the same time, since i already know my result, i decided to borrow the iphone from the manager beside just to check the result....

When i on the Gmail, i notice the result was yet to be read.......I paused....I ask myself, is my friend cheating on me...Is Unread!!!

Taking a deep breath, i decided to click on it. My manager on my left are equally excited while the manager on my left who borrow me the iphone are more than excited to also know how i perform........

When the message open, my eye was not actually looking at the marks....I was searching around the marks but I just couldn't find...Maybe I was too excited....The only word i saw is "you are now affiliate".........

For the rest of the forum, I swear, my mind was halfly gone.....SMS pouring in as thought it was my birthday....I was far more than happy but I just can't show how happy am since top management are in the meeting....

To me the day was totally the most happy day in life. Is just a perfect day......Minutes and hours pass by.......I learn that there is lot other was actually not that lucky as me this round...I know that my day wasn't that perfect anyway...

It have been 3 days since the result release.....Now what i feel is just a normal day.......Erm....seem like passing ACCA is just a day happiness....

I am a happy pig today

No word can ever describe my feeling now....

I am just too happy....for everything.....

I have finally done it....I am now ACCA affiliate....yahooooooooooooooo

Friday the 13

I am down with Influenza again.....Sore Throat, Fever, Flu and Cough....well a full package of sickness....just like buying 3 in 1 coffee...

Start to have mild sore throat on the first day of hungry ghost month....follow by worst continueous sickness until I was really down on Friday 13...

Anyway, black friday that come once this year proven to be real black day for me....Sleep in the ebd for 17 hours hoping to cure my sickness..

Just now on the way back to my house, the radio is airing some horrible story about hungry ghost month...

There is saying that during the prayers "Por Tor" there should be no item that is still alive been put on top of the food table that is serve for the unseen soul...There is one case of a parent accidentally put her baby on top of the table unattended. After a few second, when the parent try to look for the baby, it is gone. There is a pool of blood left at the table.....True or not...I am not sure...

There is also saying that during hungry ghost month it is normal that you will hear people knocking at your door especially during mid night. Then it will be follow by the sound of "susu...susu".....Rumour saying that parent and infant die due to poverty thus the soul is finding for people to give them milk...

I study in a school that is the oldest in Klang. Many story about how our school is haunted especially our school field is used to be the place where japanese army march and torture those victim.....There is story from the scout that they hear japanese song and people marching during the midnight....Our school lab is also full of story as it was place where bodies were buried. There is story of hands appearing from the ground trying to drag some student down....To add the horror, our biology lab is always cold, dark and full of specimen of dead snake, bird, fish, mice, human organ and human bones....

What ever it is.....there is one chinese saying that kinda true if you believe it....Don't feel scare if you do nothing wrong....I believe soul will not be harmful...

Yeah....i hope so.....hope tonight i still can sleep nicely without any horror nightmare...

I am small small bird

Weak.....
My wings are small...
My wings are weak...
My muscle is not powerful to lift my heavy body
to fly away...
and find my very own freedom

Exhausted
My stamina is lack...
My breath get slow...
My wings is just too tired to flip again...

Why am I such a small bird?...
When would I fly like an eagle then?...




I know one day....I will grow stronger...
I would then soar as high as eagle...
Time will bring the powerful eagle to an old eagle
I would then surpass the arrogant eagle...
Because I am now a small small bird...
That flip the wings so hard...though it was tiring...
Trying to go to same level as the eagle...
I know one day....I will be flying next to eagle...
and finally....people will look the DOVE differently...