Interference

I am trying very hard to make sure I score the upcoming paper which also the last paper in my university. It was really a stress especially I was in the border line to make maintain myself in the 2nd upper class.

However there is too many interference especially during my studies. I was too frustrated in finding a suitable house which is affortable yet suitable for all of us. It was also more frustrated to know that some of the houses we wanted already been rented out while those left are not really those we wanted.

Today while I suppose to confirm the house which we don't really like but because of no choice, suddenly another offer come in. Yet a choice is always making human stress up. This morning, Ernst and Young HR called me. She is asking me why I choose another firm over EY which was much more bigger and famous. She was very nice to me and she really wanted me to enter just like the other firms. It was really another frustration as I had been having bad time of choosing between EY and BDO. I believe my mom choice will always go to EY and for me I was torn apart by the 2 choices. 2 also look appealing to me. I am a very sensetive person who always trap in the emotinal borders. Why do I always get myslef in stress because of emotion!! Datuk Gan vision and mission is very nice and I do have heart to walk the same vision with him but on the same time EY offer me better benefit and bigger chances of exposure. Choices always make life difficult.

If I choose EY, my expenses will increase if I stay in KL but I already promise to stay in KL with friend and it will be easier to go to client place as well. If I choose BDO, the expenses is lower..

Which would be a better choice....Where to stay will be a better choice.....Is all dilemma.....I just need to really reconsider....Right now...is time to really concentrate in study...Switch off my phone and studyyyy

Friendship versus Enemy

As we are counting the day of our graduation, it was really an emotional state where we have to say goodbye to some friends. Of course it does not mean saying goodbye forever and with new technologies coming up almost every second, we are connected so easily just like Nokia tagline 'Connecting People'.

However it was also time where you will start noticing there will be a big gap between the friendship or some had already show off their real face. For years, some of us might have showing another different side or wearing a mask in making friends. It was really disappointing to notice this at almost the ending of the semester.

It was really sad that you might hear some of the statement like this

Friends is nothing, is just an item for us to use. Once the value drop it mean it was time to dump it away

I also personally had listen to this statement. Not forgetting one of my coursemate telling me:

Joo, dun be too naive. Friends is nothing. The more friend you have the more enemy you have

Unbelievable that this statement still SAVE inside my brain. It was life that we meet friend, and from friend we become best friend. Everyone can be friend. Classmate, course mate, Schoolmate, housemate, and lot more. One saying which always be quoted is " to defeat an enemy is always to be the friend of him"

It was touching that we always live in environment full with friends rather than enemy. I believe all of us will rather die for friends rather than die because of enemy.

It is not achievement to make 100 friends a year but an achievement is to make a friend for 100 years

To born in the same world is faith, to know each other is fortune, to be friend is commitment and to remain friendship is everything

Have no friends not equal to yourself."
- Confucious (551 - 497 BC) Chinese philosopher

"What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies."
- Aristotle

"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen."


"I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends."
- Walt Whitman

No matter friends or enemy, it still have time to rebuilt the relationship. It need a small step from each of YOU! Just do It....If we never change, we will be changed...So change before you been chained....

Changes..

Sorry for those who view my blog this few days. I am changing the layout as well as adding more function to my Blog. Hopefully the new look will attract more people and i will sooner advertise some advertisement if there is a lot of viewer to earn some extra money....

Sorry for the inconvenience causes...
**post some comment the new look and use the chatbox to chat...heh

Another week

Yup....another week gone and I just notice I have not update my blog for a week...

Basically nothing much happen in my life. I just know that I have been spending lot of money for shopping...Is year end sales so everywhere also got discount up to 70%. Moreover I need to work already so take the opportunity to buy some formal shirts. Besides that lot of stuff happen in my life....Make my passport, making new specticle and so on...

Today when to PC fair....got call from PWC while i was in amplifier department so I rush out to take the call. Unnotice to me is I m holding an earphone out from the main hall without paying...I was stealing!!!haha...at last i just went in and pay money...so many CCTV saw it so I dun really dare to steal it...wahaha...

So lot of people asking whether i will go for PWC interview and assessment....The answer is I still keep the option open...If things does not turn out fine, then might went to the interview in January...Just hoping my plan will be as good as what I dream off...hehe..basically i dun have any anger toward the firm or anybody in the firm just my mood and interest in the firm dropped after the incident....My heart is not fill in during the talk and tour....Hope thing turn around and get back to shape...

Ready to move out from Sg Long....Life will be totally different next year...Just hoping for the best.....

My MEMORABLE last Day

I used to think that last lecture will be full of emotional and people will gather around and hug each other and wish other people best of luck. Yup....a dream of memorable last lecture before everyone leave....

It did happen to me but in another way round.

Yesterday a firm that I was suppose to arrange a visit call and scolded me. The HR did said something that make me feel angry and I have decided not to work there. The firm was my first choice but i believe what they said to me already show it was pointless for me to work there. Anyway, I said it was a memorable day because I get scolded so badly during my last week of studies but the best is there is bunch of friends who always with me and back me up. A lot of people know I was been pressured so they cancel their plan just to go for the tour. Some who already can't make it come to me and apologize. Of course some apologize sincerely some did not but I really appreciate their sincerity and their helps. Thanks to Kent also who call for lot of students from other classes as well as Janet who cancel her plan so she will come with Zi Yuan. I believe those who know that i was pressured by UTAR and the firm, at last stood up and back me up so i will not be in trouble tomorrow. I really appreciate their helps.

Ahhhhhhh.....at last end studies already....just finish exam on December then new life will start...working....hopefully everything went well..

After talk about sad thing move to happy things....Yesterday we also been to class picnic at Sg Gabai Waterfall. It was a nice waterfall and we have nice food and nice time playing around with water, swim and even sliding down from the slippery stone which was about 1 or 2 storey high...Nice experience...At night we went to Gasoline cafe and we do lot of crazy stuff there...hehe....I do a lot of stupid stuff....Hope no body put it in youtube or not I will die for sure.

Moodless to update blog. Was definitely not in mood to even talk....Need some time to rest down my emotion...hehe..Ok la...will upload those waterfall picture soon...

My last chapter of my uni life

22/11/07 - As time keep on passing by, the day as a student in UTAR become lesser and lesser. Things had never been the same gain. Friendship is sooner gonna break if the relationship was not strong. It can be seen among all classmate and other coursemate. Thus, now people are busy going for outing and enjoy their very last semester of their uni life.

Yesterday marks 2 different events in my life. The career fair in UTAR had given me a broader chances of seeing my future and thus I decided not to distribute out my resume anymore. Is was kinda difficult life to have many job offer that make decision making one of the toughest task. To me, jobs is about self-development and future planning. If I can have a good job, I can have good life but what matter the most is the heart in the job. Yesterday also, we went outing to celebrate Kent birthday. Hopefully he like it although we make him sweat a lot.

As the chapter of my uni life is gonna end soon, another chapter will sooner emerge. Is was a deep confusion of which path to choose. For me i already choose working and part time studies. Bus life getting tougher with so many choice. Each with it uniqueness and benefit that catch my attention. 7 jobs offer is kinda too much but which was the best? Is kinda unknow....May a clear path is ready for me to move on.

Have been helping out some friends to find jobs as well. I really salute those who take lot of innitiative of finding works. I really cannot stand on some of the friends who really dependent on others to find them a job. Remember that jobs never fall from the sky. The first move is the most important. If at this stage you still don't have resume, I believe you already lose out to thousand of graduating students whole over the world not forgeting the other university and whole world graduates.

27 days more before the chapter call "LIFE IN UNI" will round up and another new chapter of life will begin. Too excited yet sad to leave this chapter........

My decision for my future

17 November - It was not just happy to see my friends on stage competing for the title of champion of Public Bank - UTAR Investment games, but it was also a memorable day in my life.

After going to few company for interview and some yet to come, i have already somehow decided to go to BDO Binders, the Big 5. I was call by Dato Gan but it was not a normal call. He almost make my tear drop...wahaha

He start with apologize for doing group interview where at that moment he was really looking at the grade and he did not realize my extra cocuriculum activities. He said that me and my committee deserve an appreciation for doing so many big events. He apologize for second time that he cannot offer me the same salary as with those who get 1st class honour. He added that he knew my result was dropping but my SPM result was not bad and even better than some of the others but what make me motivated to work there although there is slight different in the salary is that when he said "I believe you and those who is not first class can outperform the others as shown in your CV". He added that he will see performance as the benchmark after the probation status. He is really too good that I cannot rejected him.

He advice me to study hard and pass the exam so I can work in BDO. He also said that you can consider others if you get into other company and dun limit my choice. He also said that I can start working anytime any date. He advice that my parent had spent so much money just to see me success and even if I fail to get good grade, i must show to the parent that I can work very well. He also known that I get other offer as well and he is also happy for it. Dato Gan for me had been a good working person as we have done 3 events together and he was very please with UTAR students.

He ended the conversation but again thanks for my effort to bring student in and advice me to continue the hardwork in studies. He said he want to see me success as well as the others who went interview there. Is kinda weird that a managing director will spent about 10 minutes chating on the phone and give so much advice like a father.

With this conversation, i already been convince to work there....U can call me emo ppl...i was really emotional but most of the people who receive Dato Gan call will feel the same as well.

I believe this was faith and hopefully my faith will bring to success. I will gambate in the company....wahahaha....Hope my future is what i dream off...

1 month after....

It have been a month after the Global Knowledge Worker Program and this one month did saw a lot of changes in my life as well as all the buddies who join K-worker together...The things that I will never forgot and I will treasure from the 15 days journey together is the friendship and the value we learn from the workshop. It does make us realize our weaknesses, and thus motivate us to change and become stronger. Undeniable, it was the best program i ever undergo and is something that will stay sweet in my mind.

Today, after a month of graduation from the program, we still holding together. We have been to 4 gatherings, and the friendship is still so strong. Like what Mellow try to mean in her poem, LOVE; and Gia Min's song entitle FAMILY.

[L]ove is when you whisper my name,
[O]nly you could touch the fragile me,To the
[V]ertex, you hold my hand,
[E]ternity, is when you say “I Love You”.
written by: M3llow

FAMILY

Went back to my house,
Feel like something is missing now,
I try to search what happened to me now,
Coz I feel my life is going down.

I never thought, I’ll know you here,
I found myself when we hold hands together,
Look into my eyes; you’ll see the burning desire,
Wanna sing a song, express myself here.

I don’t need cheers from you,
Just wanna say I’m missing you,
No matter what you do, I will always love you,
Coz I can’t live without you.

Although we are now apart,
I believe something hold us together,
I’m really touch, when you say you’ll be here,
Coz it’s my greatest time to be with you here.

I will remember you,
The joys that bring us through,
United we stand; together,
I’ll remember, coz we are family.

The hugs, the joy; will never fade away,
Although, time passes by,
Our friendship will never fade!!!!!

I will remember you,
The joys that bring us through,
United we stand; together,
I’ll remember, coz we are family,
I’ll remember, coz we are family,
I’ll remember, coz we are…………FAMILY!!!!

~~~~~life~~~~~

Life seem hard
always feel down and not motivated
always hope cheer will stop by
to open my heart

life is understanding
life is learning to live
stress and tension the essence of life
favouring our meaningless period

we walk together
reliazing one day will not be the same
the chain will sooner broke
the feeling will then fade

trust is build but not forever
one mistake trust will lost
relationship will die
ending the memory and dream

is pain
is sad
is cruel
but this is life

life...
relationship...
what is your defination...
why your presence being so much memory yet suffering

AirAsia Top, MAS where are you?...headache...what my choice?

AirAsia was awarded the best CAPA Aviation Awards for Excellence, the top award for airline industry. It was one of the best time for Airasia as they are expending with long-haul route to Australia and several nearer region. They are now planning to fly even to London and other places. Where is MAS??still dependent to government? Why when AirAsia request to turn Subang terminal to be low cost hub, the government rejected it and now the government reopen it for Firefly airline? Don't you think that is unfair to AirAsia? AirAsia get to land in Singapore....Now MAS wanna let Firefly to tender to be allow to go into Singapore....Why? Creating competitiveness of airline in same country??


Anyway, that is life.... we cannot say anythings....

IF you like Petronas advertisement, you will surely like the Deepavali advertisement this year. Really touch and motivating lol...If you not yet seen the advertisement...just go to this link...
http://www.petronas-deepavalicommercial.com/index2.html

Some update of my activities...hehe
Wednesday go to BDO for interview....Not really an interview anyway, is a discussion. All 10 person who went there get the job...lol...so happy but also headahce..dunno which one to choose now...

Thursday go to Ganesh house for Deepavali then go the curve...I like the lamb curry in Ganesh house. Really delicious lol....Then go the curve for some walk and go Ikea...Lastly end up in Mache...very nice food and environment....Have nice talk before we back to Sg Long

Today go Ernst and Young for tour. Again makan makan and jalan jalan around. Saw lot of senior there although some I really forgotten your name.

That should be the update...really busy for assignment and chill out with friends nowaday before graduating...My wallet is burning this few days....hehehe..

Another child raped, sodomized and killed

Today mark yet another success day for a murderer which also mark a sad day for our country for been proven to be a dangerous country.

As from my previous blog. Human always take care of their self interest. Human never see suffering in others eye.

KUALA LUMPUR 4 Nov. – Polis hari ini mengesahkan kanak-kanak malang, Preeshena Varshiny, 9, dirogol dan diliwat sebelum dicampak hingga menemui maut dari tingkat dua sebuah kondominium di Jalan Bukit Idaman, Batu Caves dekat sini, Khamis lalu.

Ketua Polis Daerah Gombak, Asisten Komisioner Mohd. Abdullah berkata, laporan bedah siasat yang dijalankan ke atas mangsa mendapati terdapat kesan koyakan pada kemaluan dan dubur mangsa.

“Polis memandang serius kejadian tersebut kerana ia melibatkan seorang kanak-kanak dan gerakan sedang dijalankan bagi mengesan suspek.

“Kes ini yang sebelum ini diklasifikasikan sebagai mati mengejut diubah untuk disiasat mengikut Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan selepas didapati mempunyai unsur bunuh,” katanya kepada Utusan Malaysia di sini.

Mangsa yang merupakan murid tahun tiga Sekolah Kebangsaan St. Mary, Selayang ditemui mati dalam longkang di kawasan perumahan terbabit kira-kira pukul 4 petang.

(sumber daripada Utusan malaysia)


Where is the feeling of humanity? LOVE? care?
Lets hope the coutry will be a safer place to stay so everynight when we sleep, we have a better night rather than nightmare....

Human....never change

Living in the world for more than 20 years really had open my eye and make me more mature. Sometime, it was disappointing to see how human behave and are not considerate at all. Human never change. It have been 20 years and I can know how to tell whether the person is good or bad. Life is bad too. The world is full of friends but also lot of enemy. Sometime before we go for battle, we lost to our most trusted friends. It might be difficult to accept this point, but one day, without notice friend betray us and make life so miserable.

I was glad that till today all this never happen to me yet, but my eye can see. The world is full of human that is 'plastic'(k-worker friends will know what i mean). How many people said thank you from their heart? How many people did appreciate helps? How many of us did remember the good things someone did to us?

On the other side, we as human remember what people do bad to us. A feeling of anger that create revenge feeling. We say thanks for the sake of saying thanks so people will never said bad about us, we smile not because we happy but merely to entertain other people.

Human resist to change. The give reasons. They give excuses. They give lot of explanation just to protect their view....Human say they change! YES they did change...but HOW much the change?Change to be better?or even worst?

In life there is nothing right or wrong. Is US, the HUMAN who came up with law, regulation, code of conduct and lots more to govern our life. Who care to follow? Who care to change? Who care to listen and act? WHO CARES?

We search friend everyday hopefully we can be happy and can get help if we needed. It make life happier and easier. We treat them like family. We hope to add more friends rather than an enemy. Day pass and pass, friends become more but enemy will also be more. Sometime, because another person hate your friends, he/she will also choose to hate you. Day by day, you notice some of your friends might have the intention to brain wash you. Day by day you found your friends want to USE you...day by day you found your friend wanted to betray you....BUT you choose to trust them. Trust them based on years of relationship, build as strong as concrete wall. But even concrete wall might fall one day, you sometime found your best friend betray you..Even your most trusted friends. Even nowadays, family betray you.

I believe those people are very minimal and less. Human sometime do something out of their mind because they was force to. Life is hard and challenging. To get something you might need to scarifies another things. Is opportunity cost. We choose to forgive them hoping the friendship never die. We rebuild trust...We rebuilt relationship. We rebuild friendship.

If human did change, maybe forgiveness is the answer! what happen human didn't change again. Is another forgiveness serve as the answer? If human did change, hopefully they change to be a good guy and not a bad guy...Even changes can bring to harm....

So where is the line....the line that divide good and bad...The line that separate human evil and human kindness....The line that clearly stated what is right what is wrong...The line lies in human mind. Either human wanted to be a good person or bad. Either kind or ego...Selfish or generous, right or wrong.....

So human...wake up....be yourself and stop blame others....You are YOU....We are all human....we can choose....we have own path....If you think you are good, improve...if u think u had been bad Guy for long, change to be good....if u think been a bad guy is damm good, continue your life as one day, the judgement day will come. Is was hell and heaven that tell us who are we...

........opps.............sorry if i sound mean...Just expressing my mind....wahaha...thanks for been such a good friends of mine....Really thankful to have u bunch of people as my friends...

On the rise

Wow...yesterday go shopping around and add few more cloths to my collection...hehe

Taken convo photo for convo display...Kinda happy that we are gonna graduate very soon. Time really flies....

Anyway...what I notice this few days is the increase of food price. The bread had increase by 20 to 30 cents. All noodles base food had also increase from 30 cents to 50 cents. All other flour related food such as Pan Mee and Pau also increase at least 20 cents. Worst of all the cafeteria food increase by a ringgit.

Everything is much more expensive by now.....RM 3.50 can't buy you any food nowadays....OMG....By next year, the oild price will increase, maybe new tariff of electricity will be announce and tol will increase again....How come salary never rise?? How are we gonna survive......

Chinese age confusing but interesting

Today I read about the news of confusion over Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong age and it draw my attention to write this blog.

I knew about the age different before i read the news but this is a special topic to be discuss.

For chinese, our age is older by one year as it take into consideration of the wolm period. This is why if we are suppose to be 10 years old, chinese birthday will indicate 11 years old.

When somebody pass away, the age is added another 3 years noted from the heaven, earth and human to indicate the time gap as time in heaven, earth and human are not the same.

Again some chinese said they get older another year when the celebrate chinese new year as they consider chinese new year is time where they are older by another year. Yet some chinese assume 22 December during the winter solstice is another time where we are older by another year. Again during the "ren" day which fall on Chinese new year 7th day, everyone is having their brithday. That was the day people go out for "yee sang".

So if we really take into account of so many events, we might actually end up older by 5 years per year...hehe...this is why sometime people mistaken the age of Chinese person.

Is a tradition but we know how to calculate our age..Chinese person will always older by one year from the biological age if they passes their chinese calendar birthday. Sometime in the new era, the parent forgot to write down the lunar calendar of their child and thus they forgot about the real lunar birthday and thus they consider chinses new year as the birthday of their child. So no matter how many birthday we as chinese have, the age is just figure but the tradition of keeping the culture is what matters. Don't you think so..

Who is the bad who is not!!

Today I read several people blog which also mentions about the death of Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong. Despite her death, some even cursing him that he should die earlier and some think he had damage the country more than what he had benefit the world.

Tan Sri Lim had his vision on entertainment industry but not gaming until the government ask him whether he want to have the casino operating permit. His vision is to see people enjoying themselves and not suffering in casino.

However, ever seen the casino is open, lot of things happen include people having bad time and loss a lot in the casino. Should we said is because Tan Sri Lim who open the casino fault?

Human always blame people for own fault. People know gambling is bad but people still enjoying gambling and does this mean Tan Sri Lim is doing harm? I personnally do not think so because Genting do not force people to gamble. So people out there who shouted that he should die or rest in hell really need to reflect back whether the judgement of evil is correct or not. Should we blame other company CEO or founder like Magnum 4D, Berjaya Toto and Tanjung Horse turf club? If there is demand there is supply and this is how business goes....At least when Tan Sri Lim get rich, he still donated out lot of money....

Anyway, welcome your idea and comments....it was debateable topic and I wish to know your opinion...But hope please dun be too agressive when post in the comments side...Thanks

In Memory

1918 - 2007
Today, Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong, the founder and honorary life president of Genting Berhad pass away at 11.20am at Subang Jaya Medical Centre. He leave his wife Puan Sri Lee Kim Hua, 6 children and 19 grandchild.

Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong is the third richest man in Malaysia and was a very famous figure of Malaysia. His vision had turn a hilltop to be the one of the world most famous casino and entertainment city.

When Tan Sri Lim father pass away when he was 16 and he had to take over his father business after some time. Being new in business he borrow 2 dollar from his relative to buy some vegetable seed. This 2 dollar is the starting point of how he change his life into a multi millionaire.

As normal chinese at that moment, he also struggle to live. He earn just enough to feed the family. During the China - Japan war, he came over to Malaya to help his relative and to earn some money. From there, he slowly venture into construction businesses. To make the business more easier and get more profit, he venture into machinery and steel businesses as well although it was in small scale. He also involve in mining industry.

Soon, his businesses become well know and he manage to get a lot of project including water dam project in Penang and Cameron Highland. He also manage one of the Malaya most problematic project at that period which is the Rancangan Kemubu. He almost gone bankruptcy at that moment. Tan Sri Lim get the idea of a hilltop resort when he built the dam in cameron. He feel that cameron is a nice place but will not get popularity as it was far away from our city, Kuala Lumpur.

Upon finishing the Cameron Highland dam, he quickly get a map of Kuala Lumpur and find is there any good spot for him to realizing his idea. He fall in love with Ulu Kali Hill even thought he had never been there before. Days after, he climb the hill with his team and he strongly believe this hill will be the best place for him to build his dream resort.

In building the resort, he encounter millions and millions of problem and with his determination he just continue his idea. Many people had said that he is stupid and a fool for risking his impossible idea. He manage to change people perception of impossibility and turn his vision into reality. What we see today is what he had mind years ago.

The businesses grow and keep on growing till today and Genting Berhad now is not just a family business but a multinational company. With so many subsidiary in almost all country, no matter big or small, Genting berhad is already a well established company. They now had Entertainment businesses specializing in resort and casino, international cruising, energy, oil and gas, plantation and construction, property, IT and e-commerce and paper and packaging(sold off in 2007).

He story is achieved in "my story" Lim Goh Tong. For more success story of him, you might read the book. A very comprehensive and educating book.

For me, he is my idol. A businessman without much education background, having difficulty in communicating using English and Malay yet able to success in Malaysia. He is a motivator for me, a superb businessman that always manage to turn crisis into opportunity. His success is my learning point, his businesses is a great achievement to the country, his death is a loss to the nation.

Wow...Mass production

At last, our thesis been finalize....wow......I am so happy and glad...Hope will get good mark from it....hehe

Tomorrow class will start although today there was suppose a class...hehe...Business Ethic...hopefully it will not be tough...

Anyway...is time for celebration...wahaha....Last semester of university life....better be good lol...Must make it full of enjoyment...ehehe

Domino Falls

The greatest of chain effect....wahahah....this is world record for most domino falls....Enjoy

Enjoying life but burning wallet

The living standard of Malaysian had increase. Today I go enjoy life by going Pavilion Shopping Complex...Damm High class la....hehe...

What I do today really burn my wallet....damm...All gone...wahahaha

Firstly eat subway sandwishes....Nice nice....burning wallet...

2nd go pavilion...all item damm expensive so didn't buy much...buy 1 shirt because got discount....Burning wallet again

3rd eat korean food....fortunately got ppl belanja so wallet not hurt...

4th end up in Times Square...saw sales sales and sales so end up buy a pant.....end up burning wallet again...

haha...so to have better life really need lot of money le...better work hard and earn more money...wahahahaha

Selamat Hari Raya

To all Muslim in Malaysia,

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.