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Famine

It was 4 hours before the Famine 30 started.

Famine 30 is dedicated to raise awareness to the public on the starvation face by many children in the world and also raise fund to help those children.

Some may have known that I had dedicated small portion of my salary to fund a children in Myanmar. Same goes to Nicholas and Ken Yap....But money contribution is just not enough....We should put on more effort in helping them...

This is why I do sometime promote World Vision on my blog hoping more youngsters will participate as well.

All of us are very fortunate to have enough food, proper clothing, a good shelter, a proper internet connection (if not you won’t able to read my blog then) and many more. But not all are as fortunate as us. Some struggle to survive every second of their life.

Unlike natural disaster such as tsunami, earthquake or volcano, starvation had never been reported in news or make known to public. Most of the time, this crisis have no reporting value and is harden by political barrier.

Some isolated part of Africa region struggle to find even clean water. Many children had die due to pollution and water contamination. Draught in China and Africa forces children to starvation and poverty.

Political instability and natural disaster causing Myanmar and Sri Lanka children unable to attend classes and working underage to find 3 meals a day….or even less than 3 meals a day…

If we got the power, wouldn’t we do something about it? It maybe too late to register for Famine 30 now, but move ahead everyone…..Sponsor a child….Stop starvation…The world can be a better place…

To my Muslim reader, Selamat Berpuasa….

To others, I do hope we do puasa for this 30 hours for a good course as well…

My sidebar photo

Reader of my blog will notice a long list of photos on the sidebar of my blog. It was all the memory that I have during my life especially during the college and university time.

Looking back at those photos really make me feel wanna go back study and forget about work.

Life as students are full of adventure and fun....especially during the final year...
We handle stress in our own way, teasing each other, making fun of each other, and sometime even msn among the housemate although they are just few metres away from us!

Life is more meaningful when we gossip each other whole night long, cook pan mee together and eat spagetti with candle light...

Even there is lot of tests, presentations, courseworks, thesis, exams and even tons of homeworks, it doesn't seem to bother us. Though we stay up during midnight rushing for the assignment, the joy and fun is something we enjoy so much.

Looking back on my picture folder, i realised how childish I am, how stupid I am and how different I am.

Looking back at my pre-university picture, I can't help but to laugh my mushroom hair....how we all look so innocent and naive....I only can say that we are now much older now!



I am trying to clear away my picture folder as it accomodate 99% of my harddisk now and I could not help but to laugh till my tear drop on some photo that I never ever show to anyone and I have been asked not to make it public! I wonder should I break the rules now!!!

I also accidentally discover some video in my photo folder that remind me of some stupid video we capture especially when we go hysteria during our assignment....Some of the highlight video are "Kuai Tian La, wo yiau niua niua la".... I believe Jamie and Jenny understand which video i talking about....I can't show u here because if I do, Jenny will run after me with parang tomorrow! I found out that Jenny has quite a lot of video including the magic show of turning 10 ringgit to 70 ringgit....

I do miss some of the time in the pass...

I miss Ah Kau, Brownie what ever the dog is call....

I miss Ah Wan Ah Kat....

I miss sponge cake with cream and tomato ketchup

i miss Mamak'ing under the tree

I miss sleeping in living room while gossiping about 'Ah Ka'

I miss supper at Mc D during study week!

I regreted taking stupid video on Ms Number 4....which i could not find back the video....Jamie....please make a copy for me.....

I feel motivated

Thanks guys....Thannks for all the support...

I been listening to my 2 favourite songs again and again this few days and I get motivation from it...

I have decided my path and I will go ahead....

Thanks again for all the concern....Appreciate it....

it happen again

Yes....it happen again...

maybe due to my wording in msn or facebook, everyone is very concern that i am getting mad over my result...

People are concern that I might jump down from 15th floor of a building because of my result....

Thanks for all the concern....But I am ok....appreciate everyone concern........

That is me....when I am sad, the whole world know that.....That how my CNN mouth work anyway....hahaha....

No doubt I am sad and disappointed but I can't change the reality....

You raise me up....Thank You.....Thanks for all the support and My Heart will go on....

Here I come ACCA........I dare U!!!

I shall revenge

Yesterday saw my dream been crushed…


Straight passing ACCA is now no longer possible…


But things come and go…


No point looking back and blaming the past…


What important is to see the future…


Every rain will create rainbow color…


The sun will still rise at the eastern…


So I shall no fear…


That this December is another trial…


To ensure February is no longer a failure…


My efforts have to start sooner…


So my result will be better…

Another failure

My blog started in April 2007, probably the most desperate time in my whole life. At that point of time, I have successfully organize all event in the society and ready to let go my position but was also the time whereby I will face the most difficult exam in my life in UTAR. Without proper preparation and tough time revising my exam, i feel like i am so hopeless.

A month after that, I noticed my first failure in my exam, probably the first failure in main exam. I accept with my heart and soul. I remember the journey from Malacca to Kuala Lumpur alone which fill with disappointment, sadness and despair. I abandoned my thesis mate in Malacca to enable me to focus on my resit examination.

2 years later, I got feeling that this will again happen to me. Why not? Is ACCA and not degree this time…I am prepare for more failure to come. After 6 months of classes and thousand of $ invested, I come out hopeless from the exam hall knowing no people can help me to pass this time. Though, I still put high hope to pass this paper.

12.23 noon today, I saw an email at my Gmail account indicating my result is out. My heart is pumping faster and faster and my fingers just resist me from pressing on the email. I know what my result will be but still I put some hope in it. After months of begging to the god to ensure a smooth passing, I know my failure this time is far more worst that even God of Mercy can’t help me anymore.

P2, probably stand for Paper No. 2 to fail. Yeah. Maybe…..

2nd failure and I feel it less painful from my previous failure in degree. But I just don’t understand why I am so emotional now. To me it was more to disappointment rather than sadness.

After 6 months of time and money invested, it comes to the same square end and I have to study again. Wtf!!!

I dedicated this blog as place I voice out my sadness during the starting point but with more reader now, I can’t go public and shout out my sadness…probably this is the one and only post where I show my sadness!!!

Rest in peace P2…..i shall visit you again this December.

Result

ACCA result is coming out on Monday....

Scary....Worried.....Excited....

I wish everyone who take the June 09 exam, the best of luck and success...

Hope this monday result is the best for all of us....

Family

Very Touching advertisement....

I was searching for Yasmin Ahmad advertisement and I saw this...ALthough it was not done by her, but this advertisement is also very nice...

Enjoy...

Angry Drive

Yesterday there is riot in KL and the government predict losses of up to 100 million....What ever happen, I don't understand why in other country riot doesn't seem to bother them and the protester can match so freely while in Malaysia our "very busy" police have to do road block, helicopter is seen flying here and there, the FRU splashing water and shooting tear gases and ambulance and bomba is ready to pick up any casualty.... Why can't it be peaceful protest....

But what make me more angry is my lovely Saturday turn into nightmare. I have classes on early morning and thus I purposely go out earlier so I can arrive a bit early to the class and have a brief breakfast before the class. To my horror, I was stuck in a road block in Klang itself. The 200 metres jams seem to be the worst I could ever experience. It took me 1 hour and 20 minutes to complete the 200 metres which I believe if I run it will only take me less than 1 minutes.

But that was not the thing I am angry about. I am angry that the police narrow the highway from 4 lanes to 1 lane and about 7 policemen was talking to each other or on the phone and NONE of them is bother to even check our car! What the !@#"!?!!!!.....Why would them block the road and didn't even bother to look at our car, then better don't block it!...

I also don't understand why can't they maintain the 4 lanes since they have 7 policemen which I don't think we need all of them to check on each car....I can't imagine if I was rushing for exam yesterday...If I did, for sure I will curse them forever....But I pity the wedding car beside me which on the way to pick up the his beloved wife....For sure the bride will be waiting angrily....

After my class about 5.30pm, I resume my journey to KL to meet my friend. Normally the protest will had already ended so I predict a smooth drive. To my horror, I was again stuck for 2 hour and 40 minutes of road block from old klang road to mid valley area....Frankly, at that moment I really feel like asking all car which stuck on the road to honk as protest to road block....I was damm pissed off by then that i keep on cursing the four letter words.....

My lovely saturday just end up in the drain and I was totally moodless when I saw my friend. Why not? my leg was so painful for keep on pressing the car break....

I just hope by next protest or any riot, there will not be any road block....Protest freely and peacefully and don't spoilt any infrastucture. Be a responsible citizen and government too have to be a responsible government!!!!

Happy Night

It was 2 am in the morning and I have class after this...Though my eye was sore now and sleepy but I am very happy...

I have a small gathering with my old friend who I knew them since primary school and we have a great chat about our past. Frankly, life pass very fast and when we recap back our life, so many things had happen.

We update ourselves with news of long lost friends and notice some had even got married and some have even pass away without our notice. I feel that I am such a terrible friend....

I saw some long long lost contact friend in the mamak and I can't even remember their name. It was quite a time since we really met. I have been very close with my uni mate and become more and more apart from my primary and secondary school mate. Now everyone had grown up and now all is already in the working world.

Human does change and I really hear about true story of how people life change within such a short period. I was in deed missed out from all the news that happen to my Klang friend. None do I know that some have go into financial trouble and some have a miserable love life.

We laugh whole night remembering our innocent, naive and childish behaviour we had back in schooling time and knowing all the past will remain history.

We talk about how PTS have change our life so badly in term of good and bad way. I don't know should I blame Najib for introducing PTS back in 1996 and I was the first badge of student who affected. Glad that I can skip one year studies, I also regret how this have change my life miserably and also in good way.

PTS have end us into a path whereby we live in community whereby everyone is older than us at least one year. Our mindset do have some clash...but we manage to adapt. PTS also end us into many trouble. I remember I cannot register for PMR exam as the Education Minister have lost our information. Some of us ending registering PMR test using our birth certificate. Same goes to SPM exam. Some of my friend also find their hard way to secure Form 6 classes as their name was not in the list of ministry of education. A check with the ministry review all first batch PTS student have lost their education data which I believe might be bad. Frankly, up to date, there is no certificate or document from the ministry to proved that I am a PTS student. It was a disaster when I enter university and finding job whereby everyone will be asking the very same question: Why are you so young? You are genius ar? I also find out that I was not eligible for college due to my age!!!

But PTS have change my life totally different that if I do not skip my primary 4, I might not come across so many memorable experience. I might not know friends that I currently know and I might not end up with the life I am having now...

Story aside...tonight I do have a great night. It was a night where I am so free to talk...I feel everyone was so original and do not need to pretend and we chat like old childish buddy. Maybe work environment had change me to and introvert, silently and not active, I am now finding a more motivation on myself.

I just hope everynight can be just like tonight. Where we no need to wear a mask and pretending....Life is so good to be ourselves....and I am myself when I am with my family and friends!!!

The life that I want

We can plan, we can execute but only god will know the future result…


I always wanted an easy life. Simple and relax. What life means to me is I have financial freedom and time freedom. Open a small business probably a small chalet in an beautiful island, welcome the guest and make them happy. Listening to the sound of wave hitting the white powdery sand with early sunrise is the complete life for me.

I could have taken sometime travelling in backpack from country to country without worrying about money. Gear with a good SLR camera and laptop, I wish to travel to all country and experience the culture and wonders that they can offer.

Once a while, take a short break in cafeteria, observing people lifestyle. Far away from hectic lifestyle and enjoy a good cuppa coffee.

Once a while, went for jungle trekking, hill climbing and maybe exploring the wonder of caves that Mother Nature can provide.

I also wish to go fishing in open sea, scuba diving into the great reef appreciating the sea habitats.

Walk with the nature of wildlife such as cute kangaroo, koala bear and maybe giraffe in their natural habitat. Observing lion guarding its territories and how hippopotamus and wild alligator may live together.

Take some short return to country to check the chalet business and be with family. That sound really great. Have a good vacation with family to cultural places like China and back to our origin village somewhere in Fujian. See the different of Macau, Hong Kong and Taiwan with family is something everyone wishes to do.

Hopefully chalet business is working well, and I can have stable income. I shall continue journey with adventure of bungee jump and high speed roller coaster.

Going to historical places admire beautiful sculpture, building design and appreciate what history have brought us today. See the heritage culture, show and performances. Once a while accompany parent for a show of opera or oldies concert will be quite entertaining as well. Not forgetting catch up with friends with latest gossip and movies screening.

Morning, waking up with dim sum and newspaper overlooking an old but sleepless city is my dream breakfast. Simple lunch with friend after some shopping frees and dinner with love one should complete the day.

For some free time in the year, I shall take some cruise and do some small gambling for entertainment and relax to the maximum.

Enjoy wonderful food all around the world, take a good snap shoot at each corner of the world before I retire my life and spent whole life in my very sweet chalet welcoming guest everyday.

That is the life I dream off.

Yes, is like Alice in wonderland. Maybe it will be dream forever, but what dream can bring us in the future, no body knows. Only god knows. For time being, we just do what we suppose to do and plan for our life. We plan, we execute and hopefully one day, the god know and make the dream came true.


For now, i have to satisfied with small digital camera, hectic working life and study life....while patiently waiting for my very next vacation....or in other way, hoping to strike lottery!!!!

First Letter

Today I receive the first letter from my sponsored children.

Although the letter was written in myanmar wording, it was kindly translated by World Vision staff. The children draw something most probably representing her house... I could understand her drawing though....But it was natural drawing by 5 years old children. I remember my drawing at the age of 5 also damm ugly.

Though i might not predict what happen tomorrow. Either I still have salary or not...Whether in coming year, what I earn is enough for me to eat, since I decided to sponsor a children, I must be dedicated....

I am so happy to received the letter today as I am glad, a small contribution helps the children a lot...

I just hope she will be happy, grow up healthy and success in her future life....Same goes to all kids out there!!!!

Support World Vision.....Hopefully I am free on 30 hour famine!!!

Back dy

Finally back to home sweet home.....

2 weeks in JB...stay the same room, the same hotel....

Eat the same food every morning....

rush for work....

movie marathon during the night time for first week...

work marathon in night time during last week....

get screwed by manager on the last few days....

extremely tired after back from JB....

2 day of classes....

Weekend pass extremely fast....

T for tired

Yes, it was another tiring week and I feel like my energy have gone to no where...Everyday I wake up feeling so tired....I just hope I can sleep without been waken up by the alarm clock....

I need a break!!!

Will be going to JB tomorrow for 2 weeks without internet line...Life is going to be disaster there!

I was hoping to strike lottery today. I bought 3 ticket today hoping I can strike first prize so I can goyang kaki for the rest of my life...Who don't want 15 million right?

Anyway, never strike....I never dream to win lottery so badly like today....haha...

She need it

Show support to her!!

Which one nicer?

Patong Beach, Phuket

Pangkor Island

Tanjung Rhu, Langkawi

Payah Beach, Tioman

Maya Bay, Phi Phi

Phi Phi Lay, Phi Phi Island

Redang Island

RM 5 to pee

Since KLCC shopping complex introduce it VIP toilet that cost RM 2, more and more shopping complex or public toilet have started to charge expensive price for a luxury experience in the toilet.


For me, exclusive toilet in Kuala Terengganu that cost 50 cent is already burning my pocket but what more horrifying is I entered a VIP toilet costing RM 5. Yes! RM 5 to do my own business!!!


The Garden shopping complex has come out with a new exclusive toilet at Ground floor beside Isetan. I register as Isetan membercard and I have the privilege of using this VIP toilet for free. So the ‘sampat’ me when into the toilet to explore…


Frankly there is nothing much to be hoo-hah about as compare to KLCC VIP toilet. This RM 5 toilet is just a normal toilet to me. It come with 4 cubicles private toilet, few urinals, and 4 automatic hand washers, 2 bottles of facial care and face towel. I spent barely less than 2 minutes in the toilet and spot nothing special…


So why RM 5?….and I wonder who the hell in this world would pay RM 5 for one time toilet usage.

Monday Bluez

For some, Monday was the first day of the week. For others, they believe Monday was the second day of the week after Sunday.


Whatever belief one person is, they can’t deny that Monday was the first day of working. After 2 days of rest, Monday will always appear to be the deadliest day. Monday seem to be dragging. Each minute seem to be hours long. Each hour seem to be days long.


Today, I can’t really wake up on time. Normally at 7am sharp my eye will be open and I already prepare to get to bath. However today I wake up at 7.30am and yet I feel so tired and no mood. Maybe due to workload and work stress I have.


It has been 8 months since I changed to new job. The working hour is no doubt much relaxed. The workload is also much lesser but in term of adeptness requirement, it was much higher. In some cases, I was struggling to get myself alive. In external audit, most things were already in place and we just follow the procedure. However in internal audit, everything was quite messy and every new task requires new readings and new focuses.


Don’t worry; I am surviving up to now.


However it really make me wonder, how long shall I be working for others. Why not I become the boss.


I read lot of articles about leadership before and it was proven that there is more follower than leaders.


In reality, I could say majority of millionaire are also leaders rather than followers. Most person get rich from his/her own business rather than working for someone. Don’t you agree? Of course I always dreaming of getting rich in faster way. Ie: I always dream of winning the lottery big sweep so I can own the cumulative RM 15 million!!! But dream remain dream as the probability is less than 0.01%. How many of the millionaire is winner of lottery? Not much right?


I wanted to get into business as soon as possible as I just can’t stand working for people and get no appreciation for things done correctly. I also get bored of accusation that fly around. Life is short and it doesn’t need to be on that way!


For now, I just cross my finger and hope this Sunday lottery result will favour me. I buy one ticket only. Hope I was just lucky enough for the big prize…I know I am dreaming…but that was how Monday should start because Monday is so dragging. So dragging that every moment I think of work, I get sick!


I love my job now. I love my company now. No doubt on that! But I even love if everyday is Sunday!!!

Not so correct

All these picture is taken using a digital camera....7.1 pixel..

I just hope something can make these better....SLR camera might be the answer...