S = Singapore, Sick, Start, Shift

It had been awhile that I had not update the blog as I was kinda busy. So today while I was lying on the bed, yeah, i think i can write a bit on my past few days experiences and what will be coming up next in few days time.

Ok this might be the most anticipated blog post by some of my friends I gonna share about our graduation trip in Singapore and sooner about the future plan of mine..

As most of the reader might know that I had graduated (end of exam) on Wednesday last week, I took the opportunity of the few days holiday to visit Singapore, our neighbouring country. It was more to be a trip for me to compare and contrast between Singapore and Malaysia. As for those who had been to Singapore many many of time, you may find that I was a bit 'sua ku'....

here it goes...

Upon arriving in Malaysia custom, I found that Malaysia custom officer is barely doing their work. The did not check the passport nor scan our baggage, maybe because we are Malaysian so we just spent around 1 minutes to pass the custom check. The building was totally old and not maintained. Then we cross the Tebrau Strait and stop for the second check at Woodlands checkpoint where our passport is verify, stamped and our bag is scanned. Of course it look more professional and the building look new and well maintained. Once I stepped down to the bus stop of the custom building, I can tell the different between Malaysia and Singapore. The bus stop is well maintained, clean and everyone is queuing up not like our country where people will push each other to get into the bus.

The bus stop at Kranji MRT station where we took the MRT to Chuo Chu Kang. The first thing I saw in Kranji was the Singapore Turf Club. It look gorgeous and it was surrounded by trees and green grasses. It make me wonders why Singapore grass is so green compare to Malaysia...Yeah...some of my friends start saying that I keep on said good stuff of Singapore and forget about Malaysia...Yeah...found out more in the ending of this blog post to see whether I still believe that Singapore is the best place for me or not....hehe

To arrive to my friends house we can choose to take bus or walk or take lrt from chao chu kang station but we choose to take bus instead...We enter to Lot 1 shopping complex which was rather small compare to lot of Malaysia shopping complexes.

Night falls and we have our dinner at one of the food court in Chao Chu Kang and to my knowledge i know most of Singaporean eat at food court as there is not much kopitiam or mamak stall just like we have it locally. The food is just so so as they are really practising healthy lifestyle mean the food is totally tasteless..hehe...when to take bus to go to Night Safari and while we were walking to the bus stand I notice that they have community hall and center in every residential place. It was really stunning to see how huge and grand was their community center.

Night Safari was one of the best place to visit in Singapore. As it was a holiday season, there is a lot of people there. We queue almost 1 hour for the tram that will took us around the night safari. Firstly I thought the safari will be the zoo that will operate at night just like Malacca Zoo that I visited year ago. But...to my surprise, the safari is not the same as the national zoo and situated separately from the zoo. All the animal are allow to walk freely although the have their own area. there is no barrier between the animal and us. Maybe I didn't notice the barrier zone but some of the animal is so near that we can even touch it like the Tapir and dear. I was really fortunate to see a lot of active animal such as the Huge hippo and elephant. Not forgetting the tiger and lion that walk freely in their own zone. I was really shock to see the interior design and the environment of the whole zoo...It was really stunning as it does look like a real forest and manage to get our nerve on when we pass some of the area like the bat cave and so on....I wonder why Malaysian zoo is not maintain. The answer lies on the publicity as well as the sponsorship to the zoo. All the animal there is sponsors by organization and company such as SingTel and banks. Imagine their tigers is sponsors by Tiger Balm.

We went back after the animal show which was quite OK show...the animal is kinda tame and they get the audience attention. The trainer spoke excellent English too. However the animal do a lot of mistake..hehe...anyway, they are animal and so I believe doing wrong is ok as human did something wrong also. The things that I like the safari compare to the zoo or any safari in Malaysia is they really love the animal and do not torture them. Even the animal show, they did not force the animal to perform stupid show or make a fool out of them. we have to walk back from the mrt station as all the bus had already stop operating by 11.30

2nd day start with tour to the science centre at Jurong East. We spent almost 5 hours inside the building and look at all the gallery inside it. It does give me in depth knowledge but it was kinda boring as lot of the things there I already know or play before. Lot of the exhibit is also not functioning. The only things that is nice is I am able to see the real robot from Japan as they stop at the science centre to do promotion. It was really amazing to see how a robot can even do talk and even joke with human.

Then we proceed to Clarke Quay to see the river cruise. It was much the same like most of Malaysia River town like Pasar Seni or Masjid Jamek area except it look cleaner and more modern. The rain started to pour down just like the day before and that was the only challenge we face in Singapore. Then we take a bus to Raffles place and when to esplanade, the art and performance hall..Well known for its durian shape beside the river, it was one of the most magnificent structure in Singapore. Situated near to it was the Singapore Flyer which will be opening in next year. I do believe that it will be a better one compare to 'Eye on Malaysia' as it will give a better view of the marina and also sentosa island. Across the river from esplanade is the Merlion Park where it was the symbol of Singapore. After snapping some photo at the merlion park, we walk back to Esplanade to end the journey of the day and to have our dinner of course...

3rd day saw a more walking tour where we when to a lof of places. Start with Orchard Road, where we went to Tangs, Wisma Atria, Takashimaya, and row of plaza and shopping complexes. we went into the singapore visitor center and met Mr samuel who is on the internship. He explain about the tour and place of interest in Singapore. With his advice, we went to Bugis Junction and Bugis Street market. It was normal street market like the Petaling Street in KL but the seller is more well behave compare to those seller in Petaling street.

Then we went to Chinatown for night market, the only night market in Singapore as advertise in the brochure. We went to the Buddha Relic Temple and also had our dinner there...Then we proceed to Orchard Road again to snap the nice view. Although it was 8pm, the places is crowded as many people is awaiting for countdown. According to the information we get from the visitor center, there is a official countdown at the marina bay near to merlion park so we rush to the place to avoid the unofficial countdown in Orchard Road. To our horror, there is no official countdown for Christmas which mean we already been cheated by the staff at Visitor center..Anyway, we at last countdown inside the bus...wahaha....How good if we didn't go to the merlion park but instead stay at the Orchard Road...hehe...

Anyway that end the tour as the fourth day we rush back to Johore at the morning 7am. So what did I conclude between this 2 country...I would say is almost the same. The schools in Singapore is also better off than Malaysia...But nothing much nicer in that small island except the economic stability and peace environment. Not much crime happen there...But i still prefer Malaysia...Got the feeling of excitement...Malaysia food is nicer and we more tolerance. One bad things that I found in Singaporean is some of them are really bad temper and like to scold people very much for no reason...hehe...Of course I also found some Singaporean who really look down on us as the tourist...Anyway it was not the problem with the country but more to each individualistic...Malaysia vs Singapore, I think is the same...if Malaysia can have a good system, less corruption and more educated citizen, I believe we will be better off than them..

Fall sick once I reach Malaysia due to Food poisoning from Singapore...I believe is the fried oyster at Chinatown...hehe....

So what wull happen in this few days?? It would be packing and shifting to new houses at Sri Permaisuri and leave Sg Long...For my friends, please dun be sad or cry because we all still friends and we will be meeting again. It was a tear dropping moment for the separation time. This also happen in Johore bus stop where one of my friend, cry when they bid farewell there because each of them will not know when will they meet again....But friendship forever....Dun worries....I believe is distance will not be the wall separating us as friend...

What else?? ermmm....ehh....ya...will be entering job market next year.....hehe.. anyway...need rest as the oyster in my stomach is making me sick again...hehe...till then i will put out some photo when i m free...Luv u singapore...wahaha...

Finale

19 hours before the ending my university life, I was still struggling to do my revision for Pendidikan Moral. One of the most dry, boring and not practical paper. It have been a boring day and what I do is just sleep, watch movie and eat...it sound like I am a pig..yeah...I was a pig...wahaha...

Tomorrow will mark the finale of 3 years studies in UTAR which exclude 1 year of Pre-u studies. I can't predict what will be the emotion by most of my classmate and friends. Some had already told me that she might cry because her hardwork and struggling will be ended tomorrow.

Had been listening to Yanni Song again today...Really make my mind wonder here and there....This week my friends had been using the word "LAST" frequently....Yeah.... is finale...so it will be LAST for almost everything. Yesterday the last day of eating grandma chee chong fun who always start her business at 11pm in front of seven eleven. The night was cold and raining is starting to pour down but grandma still there chopping the chee chong fun. As usual, the line of human is like a snake long from the stall until the seven eleven. Grandpa as usual washing the dirty dishes and making sauce for the nice chee chong fun. I was wondering again, why do a old aunty like grandma will do this business and had to go back so late. Is it her child not good or she wanted to share her nice food to all of us? However, i will miss her food as much as I misses Sg Long.

Meet Aunty Mary, who is now selling Nyonya Kuih and bread in front of New Shanghai Restaurant. Used to be my "kai ma" and can east cheap food at her stall....hehe...Saying goodbye to her yesterday was another sad thing and she wishes me all the best for my future.

Today, last pasar malam in Sg Long...nothing much to be excited about this pasar Malam as it was as usual as the other pasar malam. Eat the kari laksa for the very last time. My friend had just reminded me that tomorrow will be last paper and also the last day for us to go to the campus.

I wonder what will be the next last thing I will do before I leave this Sg Long. Many things had change since I first day move in. Seeing hundred of new shop opening as well as hundred of shop closing...seeing the pasar malam and pasar tani side changing from the shop lot to the main street...seeing the empty land now developed into new shops, from only 1 bus per 2 hours to one bus per 15 minutes....and so on...Things had change a lot in Sg Long nowadays. I should said thanks to the students who make the economic here booming in just overnight. Imagine 7000 students each spending about RM 10 per day, it will generate 70 thousand to the local economy....

As things had change, we as human and students also change and tomorrow will mark the end of the student life. Some of us may continue to become student for few years to come and some might venture into business world or career path which will bringing them into success.

The more I write, the more I realize that time is not enough for me to do what I suppose to do....We are no longer young, no longer have the burning spirit as young generation that are still in secondary school...Suddenly feel so old...unable to catch up with the new trend of the new kids, feel like I m behind the millenium...haha....maybe for me, I just hope to have a simple life. Enough money to be categorized as success, enough experience to get myself along, enough time for me to travel and see new things and enough effort to contribute to the needy...

Yeah.......is finale.........yeah is ending........yeah is finally finish....just like me writing the last blog as the student of UTAR...hehe...here come for me to close my chapter of 4the Chapter of life, the tertiary education life....See you in the next posting of me in opening the new chapter which is my career life...Till then, i will be enjoying my holiday...hehe

Diminutive

While listening to Yanni, the meditation (pure mood II), i was really thinking a lot of things happen in the past, present as well as in the future..

My past, is full of enjoyment and enjoyment. But on the same time, MR sorrow and Ms loneliness do come and pay me a visit...My present is a busy and hectic life where i can't really see the real me in future but I just can plan what I wanted to be...My future is totally a piece of white cloth waiting me to draw on it...

While thinking of those issue, my mind fly to the new rental house which was about 900 square feet and the rental is almost RM1 per square feet(should it be square feet or square foot, some tell me that there is no such thing as square feet). I was wondering is this the best the contractor can do. How come they can't build it bigger size? Haiz....is getting smaller day by day even our money....Everything is more expensive and human also start to become more materialistic day by day....

Regarding having a job, people are saying you are very fortunate to find such a high pay job. But ladies and gentlemen, JOB = Just Over Broke. The pay is just enough to use and not even enough for saving. For those staying in local it would be more save as you can tumpang with your family. Coming to job market or working environment, mean more responsibilities. For more than 20 years we have been funding to study and live now it was time for us to start earning not just enough for ourselves but for our parents. Salary wise, we need to save a portion to repay back the study loan and house rental, car petrol and tolls, car loan, study fees, and so on. Would it be enough?

The more i think, my mind fly to the company where I gonna work with. Will my choice really the best choice? Is my job really suit me?

Diminutive.....Suddenly, just feel that my brain just wanted to rest for a while, taking some time to travel, eating nice food like 7-11 aunty chee chong fan, take some time to just see something different alone before I step into the world. 2days before ending uni life, 16 Days before start working and I am now sitting in front enjoying Yanni instrumental song, letting my mind wondering around. Dunno why I just fall in love with the song. Have been continuous listening this song for 5 days and my housemate will sooner kills me for repeating this song for millions of time....

.........Just dreaming..........let the time bring me where I should be........Close the eye enjoy the song and wonder around........Today is today, yesterday was yesterday but tomorrow will be a better tomorrow.......

Disasterous

During my geography class, my teacher told me that Malaysia was one of the safest country to stay in as there is no natural disaster that will causes harm to us...All this seem true until lately where more and more disaster seem to turn to Malaysia. It seem that the mother earth is trying to take away Malaysia.

The recent flood which is still happening in Malaysia had already kills few life and will continue worsening for days to come. Johore which had never flood had its record broke last year when 4 district in Johore is flooded. Up to date almost all state is in danger of flood if rain will be pouring down for another few weeks.

The disaster that struck Malaysia and neighbouring country on 26 December 2004, was one of the most unimaginable disaster. The TSUNAMI. It kills thousand and thousand of life and Malaysia which claimed to be the safest country had not be able to escape in that disaster.

Mount Kinabalu which was once a volcano and was no longer active is another point that might be dangerous. We won't know when will it be active as we can't really tell what happen on the stomach of our mother earth

Weeks ago, Bukit Tinggi felt a medium tremor average on 3.0 to 3.7 Ricther. Only then the country geologist reveal that Malaysia was in 'Pacific Fire Ring' but was in the area of inactive line. The earthquake line was no longer active for few thousand of years. However, it does show that there is some sign of activeness after the big earthquake during tsunami..In some area in Sabah, small tremor always happen and it was a normal things in some of those area. It does not harm anything or human itself.

3 Most deathly natural disaster in Malaysia will be the tsunami which kills about 35 people, Tropical Storm Greg which kills 266 people in 1996 and 1988 flood in northern that kills 386 of Thailand and Malaysia citizen...

Here goes the Top 10 most deathly disaster.

Rank Event Location Date Death Toll (Estimate)
1. 1931 Yellow River flood China summer 1931 1,000,000-2,000,000
2. 1887 Yellow River flood China 1887 900,000-2,000,000
3. 1970 Bhola cyclone East Pakistan 13/11/1970 500,000-1,000,000
4. 1556 Shaanxi earthquake China 23/01/1556 830,000
5. 1839 India Cyclone India 25/11/1839 300,000+
6. 1642 Kaifeng Flood China 1642 300,000
7. 2004 Ind.Ocean Tsunami/EQ 26/12/2004 283,100**
8. 1976 Tangshan earthquake China 28/07/19762 42,000*
9. 1975 Banqiao Dam failure China 1975 231,000
10. 1138 Aleppo earthquake Syria 1138 230,000

As time goes by, I believe Natural Disaster will strike if we do not take care of our mother nature. So let care about our mother nature because if we don't who else?
Care the mother nature before the mother nature take care of us...

Meaningful

I receive this stroy in friendster from few friends and I think it would be very nice if I post it and share with everyone...hehe...


When the bus come, you look at it and
you said to yourself, "eeee... so
full...cannot sit down one". So you
said to yourself, "I'll wait for the
next one." so you let the bus go and
waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at
it and you said, "eeee...this bus so
old...surely very uncomfortable one."
So you let the bus go and decided to
wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It's
not crowded and not old but you
said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the
weather is so warm, better wait for the
next one." So again you let the bus go
and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it
is getting late.

You panicked and jump on to the next on
coming bus. It is not until much later
that you found out that you had boarded
on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your
time and money waiting for what you
want!

Even if an aircon bus came, can you
ensure that the aircon bus won't break
down or will the aircon be too cold for
you?

So people...(mostly girls but guys
too!) want to make sure that what you
want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt
to give other people a chance, right?
If you found that the "bus" doesn't
suit, you just press the red button and
get off the bus!

But wait...I am sure all of you have
this experienced before. You saw a bus
is coming (the bus you want of course)
you flagged it and the driver acted
blur by pretending not seeing you and
zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like
waiting for a bus and whether you want
to get on the bus and give the bus a
chance depends totally on you and
walking alone is just like being out of
love.

If you love someone set him/her free.
If he/she comes back to you, you know
they're yours. If they don't then it
was never meant to be.


Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell. Don't be
afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they
mean to you. Because when you decide
that it is the right time, it might be
too late.



Seize the day.

Never have regrets.



And most importantly, stay close to
your friends and family, for they have
helped make you the person that you are
today.

Pass this along to your friends. It
could make a difference.

The difference between doing all that
you can or having regrets which may
stay with you forever.

Friendship is never an accident. It is
always the result of high intentions,
since re effort, intelligent direction
and skillful execution. It represents
the wise choice of many alternatives.

And remember.... Keep
Smiling....c oz... "Of All Things You
Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to
me, As I return to you, As love returns
to us.

I guess this is really wondeful and
make a lot of sense.


Happy Reading

Frustration

Frustration....

After calling and calling few few days and hearing promises from so many agent, I end up getting nothing from them. Most of the agent just said they have unit and asked us to view the unit on weekend, but when Friday come, it seem that all of them just break their promises. They just called and said the unit already been rented out. How could that be.....

After giving me so many hope and I already do so many research on that area, they just broke me down with this unexpected news. HAIZZZ....

Anyway, just finish my first paper for mu final semster which was also the final paper which will be counted in our CGPA. The last paper will be on Wednesday which is a LAN paper....(yet aother boring paper)....and then that the end of uni life....

Yup....is ending soon....very soon....Is like countdown for our graduation. For those who will be continue study their professional paper, of course they will be feeling going to uni again. Hear that some is staying in Sunway College Hostel...must be fun staying over there...hehe...Anyway, I will continue my professional studies at July as part time student which mean there will be no more university life FOREVER in my life....Sobz... :-(

Singapore trip will be coming soon....Hopefully it will be a nice trip...My schedule was full with trips, moving houses, packing houses and so on....Is tough to move out from Sg Long as I got plenty of stuff to pack...OMG....

Time just flies so fast...is time to graduate and is time to end my uni life. This few days I keep on hearing people saying "is almost ended, why not swim last time in the Scotpine Swimming pool", or "is going to end soon, lets eat at the mamak for the very last time together" and so on....We are counting all out "last one" every day on everything we do...haha...Is gonna end soon....very very soon....

The meaning behind...

If you are this blog frequent viewer, you might had notice some changes over the few day period. I have been changing few background picture and songs before come to the conclusion of using what you saw now. I might be changing again if I found a more suitable background picture.

The reason this picture was chosen is because it was bamboo which is so significant to the blog theme of Boring panda. Panda favourite food is bamboo so bamboo do portrait what i want to express in my blog. Besides that, my interest to be 'green' had also inspired me in choosing this background. Normal bamboo is straight and long but the bamboo that you see is spiral in shape which symbolize the life of human which is always turning around. Life is not as easy as it was and life is always full of 'round and round' of experiences and challenges.

The background song is "Xie Xie Ai" or Thanks to love by Garden Sister. It was a very meaningful song which I hope to share with all. I just want to express my thanks for all the love that you guys and gals had given me...Do hope we all appreciate the love together. Thanks

Interference

I am trying very hard to make sure I score the upcoming paper which also the last paper in my university. It was really a stress especially I was in the border line to make maintain myself in the 2nd upper class.

However there is too many interference especially during my studies. I was too frustrated in finding a suitable house which is affortable yet suitable for all of us. It was also more frustrated to know that some of the houses we wanted already been rented out while those left are not really those we wanted.

Today while I suppose to confirm the house which we don't really like but because of no choice, suddenly another offer come in. Yet a choice is always making human stress up. This morning, Ernst and Young HR called me. She is asking me why I choose another firm over EY which was much more bigger and famous. She was very nice to me and she really wanted me to enter just like the other firms. It was really another frustration as I had been having bad time of choosing between EY and BDO. I believe my mom choice will always go to EY and for me I was torn apart by the 2 choices. 2 also look appealing to me. I am a very sensetive person who always trap in the emotinal borders. Why do I always get myslef in stress because of emotion!! Datuk Gan vision and mission is very nice and I do have heart to walk the same vision with him but on the same time EY offer me better benefit and bigger chances of exposure. Choices always make life difficult.

If I choose EY, my expenses will increase if I stay in KL but I already promise to stay in KL with friend and it will be easier to go to client place as well. If I choose BDO, the expenses is lower..

Which would be a better choice....Where to stay will be a better choice.....Is all dilemma.....I just need to really reconsider....Right now...is time to really concentrate in study...Switch off my phone and studyyyy

Friendship versus Enemy

As we are counting the day of our graduation, it was really an emotional state where we have to say goodbye to some friends. Of course it does not mean saying goodbye forever and with new technologies coming up almost every second, we are connected so easily just like Nokia tagline 'Connecting People'.

However it was also time where you will start noticing there will be a big gap between the friendship or some had already show off their real face. For years, some of us might have showing another different side or wearing a mask in making friends. It was really disappointing to notice this at almost the ending of the semester.

It was really sad that you might hear some of the statement like this

Friends is nothing, is just an item for us to use. Once the value drop it mean it was time to dump it away

I also personally had listen to this statement. Not forgetting one of my coursemate telling me:

Joo, dun be too naive. Friends is nothing. The more friend you have the more enemy you have

Unbelievable that this statement still SAVE inside my brain. It was life that we meet friend, and from friend we become best friend. Everyone can be friend. Classmate, course mate, Schoolmate, housemate, and lot more. One saying which always be quoted is " to defeat an enemy is always to be the friend of him"

It was touching that we always live in environment full with friends rather than enemy. I believe all of us will rather die for friends rather than die because of enemy.

It is not achievement to make 100 friends a year but an achievement is to make a friend for 100 years

To born in the same world is faith, to know each other is fortune, to be friend is commitment and to remain friendship is everything

Have no friends not equal to yourself."
- Confucious (551 - 497 BC) Chinese philosopher

"What is a friend? A single soul in two bodies."
- Aristotle

"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen."


"I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends."
- Walt Whitman

No matter friends or enemy, it still have time to rebuilt the relationship. It need a small step from each of YOU! Just do It....If we never change, we will be changed...So change before you been chained....

Changes..

Sorry for those who view my blog this few days. I am changing the layout as well as adding more function to my Blog. Hopefully the new look will attract more people and i will sooner advertise some advertisement if there is a lot of viewer to earn some extra money....

Sorry for the inconvenience causes...
**post some comment the new look and use the chatbox to chat...heh

Another week

Yup....another week gone and I just notice I have not update my blog for a week...

Basically nothing much happen in my life. I just know that I have been spending lot of money for shopping...Is year end sales so everywhere also got discount up to 70%. Moreover I need to work already so take the opportunity to buy some formal shirts. Besides that lot of stuff happen in my life....Make my passport, making new specticle and so on...

Today when to PC fair....got call from PWC while i was in amplifier department so I rush out to take the call. Unnotice to me is I m holding an earphone out from the main hall without paying...I was stealing!!!haha...at last i just went in and pay money...so many CCTV saw it so I dun really dare to steal it...wahaha...

So lot of people asking whether i will go for PWC interview and assessment....The answer is I still keep the option open...If things does not turn out fine, then might went to the interview in January...Just hoping my plan will be as good as what I dream off...hehe..basically i dun have any anger toward the firm or anybody in the firm just my mood and interest in the firm dropped after the incident....My heart is not fill in during the talk and tour....Hope thing turn around and get back to shape...

Ready to move out from Sg Long....Life will be totally different next year...Just hoping for the best.....

My MEMORABLE last Day

I used to think that last lecture will be full of emotional and people will gather around and hug each other and wish other people best of luck. Yup....a dream of memorable last lecture before everyone leave....

It did happen to me but in another way round.

Yesterday a firm that I was suppose to arrange a visit call and scolded me. The HR did said something that make me feel angry and I have decided not to work there. The firm was my first choice but i believe what they said to me already show it was pointless for me to work there. Anyway, I said it was a memorable day because I get scolded so badly during my last week of studies but the best is there is bunch of friends who always with me and back me up. A lot of people know I was been pressured so they cancel their plan just to go for the tour. Some who already can't make it come to me and apologize. Of course some apologize sincerely some did not but I really appreciate their sincerity and their helps. Thanks to Kent also who call for lot of students from other classes as well as Janet who cancel her plan so she will come with Zi Yuan. I believe those who know that i was pressured by UTAR and the firm, at last stood up and back me up so i will not be in trouble tomorrow. I really appreciate their helps.

Ahhhhhhh.....at last end studies already....just finish exam on December then new life will start...working....hopefully everything went well..

After talk about sad thing move to happy things....Yesterday we also been to class picnic at Sg Gabai Waterfall. It was a nice waterfall and we have nice food and nice time playing around with water, swim and even sliding down from the slippery stone which was about 1 or 2 storey high...Nice experience...At night we went to Gasoline cafe and we do lot of crazy stuff there...hehe....I do a lot of stupid stuff....Hope no body put it in youtube or not I will die for sure.

Moodless to update blog. Was definitely not in mood to even talk....Need some time to rest down my emotion...hehe..Ok la...will upload those waterfall picture soon...

My last chapter of my uni life

22/11/07 - As time keep on passing by, the day as a student in UTAR become lesser and lesser. Things had never been the same gain. Friendship is sooner gonna break if the relationship was not strong. It can be seen among all classmate and other coursemate. Thus, now people are busy going for outing and enjoy their very last semester of their uni life.

Yesterday marks 2 different events in my life. The career fair in UTAR had given me a broader chances of seeing my future and thus I decided not to distribute out my resume anymore. Is was kinda difficult life to have many job offer that make decision making one of the toughest task. To me, jobs is about self-development and future planning. If I can have a good job, I can have good life but what matter the most is the heart in the job. Yesterday also, we went outing to celebrate Kent birthday. Hopefully he like it although we make him sweat a lot.

As the chapter of my uni life is gonna end soon, another chapter will sooner emerge. Is was a deep confusion of which path to choose. For me i already choose working and part time studies. Bus life getting tougher with so many choice. Each with it uniqueness and benefit that catch my attention. 7 jobs offer is kinda too much but which was the best? Is kinda unknow....May a clear path is ready for me to move on.

Have been helping out some friends to find jobs as well. I really salute those who take lot of innitiative of finding works. I really cannot stand on some of the friends who really dependent on others to find them a job. Remember that jobs never fall from the sky. The first move is the most important. If at this stage you still don't have resume, I believe you already lose out to thousand of graduating students whole over the world not forgeting the other university and whole world graduates.

27 days more before the chapter call "LIFE IN UNI" will round up and another new chapter of life will begin. Too excited yet sad to leave this chapter........

My decision for my future

17 November - It was not just happy to see my friends on stage competing for the title of champion of Public Bank - UTAR Investment games, but it was also a memorable day in my life.

After going to few company for interview and some yet to come, i have already somehow decided to go to BDO Binders, the Big 5. I was call by Dato Gan but it was not a normal call. He almost make my tear drop...wahaha

He start with apologize for doing group interview where at that moment he was really looking at the grade and he did not realize my extra cocuriculum activities. He said that me and my committee deserve an appreciation for doing so many big events. He apologize for second time that he cannot offer me the same salary as with those who get 1st class honour. He added that he knew my result was dropping but my SPM result was not bad and even better than some of the others but what make me motivated to work there although there is slight different in the salary is that when he said "I believe you and those who is not first class can outperform the others as shown in your CV". He added that he will see performance as the benchmark after the probation status. He is really too good that I cannot rejected him.

He advice me to study hard and pass the exam so I can work in BDO. He also said that you can consider others if you get into other company and dun limit my choice. He also said that I can start working anytime any date. He advice that my parent had spent so much money just to see me success and even if I fail to get good grade, i must show to the parent that I can work very well. He also known that I get other offer as well and he is also happy for it. Dato Gan for me had been a good working person as we have done 3 events together and he was very please with UTAR students.

He ended the conversation but again thanks for my effort to bring student in and advice me to continue the hardwork in studies. He said he want to see me success as well as the others who went interview there. Is kinda weird that a managing director will spent about 10 minutes chating on the phone and give so much advice like a father.

With this conversation, i already been convince to work there....U can call me emo ppl...i was really emotional but most of the people who receive Dato Gan call will feel the same as well.

I believe this was faith and hopefully my faith will bring to success. I will gambate in the company....wahahaha....Hope my future is what i dream off...

1 month after....

It have been a month after the Global Knowledge Worker Program and this one month did saw a lot of changes in my life as well as all the buddies who join K-worker together...The things that I will never forgot and I will treasure from the 15 days journey together is the friendship and the value we learn from the workshop. It does make us realize our weaknesses, and thus motivate us to change and become stronger. Undeniable, it was the best program i ever undergo and is something that will stay sweet in my mind.

Today, after a month of graduation from the program, we still holding together. We have been to 4 gatherings, and the friendship is still so strong. Like what Mellow try to mean in her poem, LOVE; and Gia Min's song entitle FAMILY.

[L]ove is when you whisper my name,
[O]nly you could touch the fragile me,To the
[V]ertex, you hold my hand,
[E]ternity, is when you say “I Love You”.
written by: M3llow

FAMILY

Went back to my house,
Feel like something is missing now,
I try to search what happened to me now,
Coz I feel my life is going down.

I never thought, I’ll know you here,
I found myself when we hold hands together,
Look into my eyes; you’ll see the burning desire,
Wanna sing a song, express myself here.

I don’t need cheers from you,
Just wanna say I’m missing you,
No matter what you do, I will always love you,
Coz I can’t live without you.

Although we are now apart,
I believe something hold us together,
I’m really touch, when you say you’ll be here,
Coz it’s my greatest time to be with you here.

I will remember you,
The joys that bring us through,
United we stand; together,
I’ll remember, coz we are family.

The hugs, the joy; will never fade away,
Although, time passes by,
Our friendship will never fade!!!!!

I will remember you,
The joys that bring us through,
United we stand; together,
I’ll remember, coz we are family,
I’ll remember, coz we are family,
I’ll remember, coz we are…………FAMILY!!!!

~~~~~life~~~~~

Life seem hard
always feel down and not motivated
always hope cheer will stop by
to open my heart

life is understanding
life is learning to live
stress and tension the essence of life
favouring our meaningless period

we walk together
reliazing one day will not be the same
the chain will sooner broke
the feeling will then fade

trust is build but not forever
one mistake trust will lost
relationship will die
ending the memory and dream

is pain
is sad
is cruel
but this is life

life...
relationship...
what is your defination...
why your presence being so much memory yet suffering

AirAsia Top, MAS where are you?...headache...what my choice?

AirAsia was awarded the best CAPA Aviation Awards for Excellence, the top award for airline industry. It was one of the best time for Airasia as they are expending with long-haul route to Australia and several nearer region. They are now planning to fly even to London and other places. Where is MAS??still dependent to government? Why when AirAsia request to turn Subang terminal to be low cost hub, the government rejected it and now the government reopen it for Firefly airline? Don't you think that is unfair to AirAsia? AirAsia get to land in Singapore....Now MAS wanna let Firefly to tender to be allow to go into Singapore....Why? Creating competitiveness of airline in same country??


Anyway, that is life.... we cannot say anythings....

IF you like Petronas advertisement, you will surely like the Deepavali advertisement this year. Really touch and motivating lol...If you not yet seen the advertisement...just go to this link...
http://www.petronas-deepavalicommercial.com/index2.html

Some update of my activities...hehe
Wednesday go to BDO for interview....Not really an interview anyway, is a discussion. All 10 person who went there get the job...lol...so happy but also headahce..dunno which one to choose now...

Thursday go to Ganesh house for Deepavali then go the curve...I like the lamb curry in Ganesh house. Really delicious lol....Then go the curve for some walk and go Ikea...Lastly end up in Mache...very nice food and environment....Have nice talk before we back to Sg Long

Today go Ernst and Young for tour. Again makan makan and jalan jalan around. Saw lot of senior there although some I really forgotten your name.

That should be the update...really busy for assignment and chill out with friends nowaday before graduating...My wallet is burning this few days....hehehe..

Another child raped, sodomized and killed

Today mark yet another success day for a murderer which also mark a sad day for our country for been proven to be a dangerous country.

As from my previous blog. Human always take care of their self interest. Human never see suffering in others eye.

KUALA LUMPUR 4 Nov. – Polis hari ini mengesahkan kanak-kanak malang, Preeshena Varshiny, 9, dirogol dan diliwat sebelum dicampak hingga menemui maut dari tingkat dua sebuah kondominium di Jalan Bukit Idaman, Batu Caves dekat sini, Khamis lalu.

Ketua Polis Daerah Gombak, Asisten Komisioner Mohd. Abdullah berkata, laporan bedah siasat yang dijalankan ke atas mangsa mendapati terdapat kesan koyakan pada kemaluan dan dubur mangsa.

“Polis memandang serius kejadian tersebut kerana ia melibatkan seorang kanak-kanak dan gerakan sedang dijalankan bagi mengesan suspek.

“Kes ini yang sebelum ini diklasifikasikan sebagai mati mengejut diubah untuk disiasat mengikut Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan selepas didapati mempunyai unsur bunuh,” katanya kepada Utusan Malaysia di sini.

Mangsa yang merupakan murid tahun tiga Sekolah Kebangsaan St. Mary, Selayang ditemui mati dalam longkang di kawasan perumahan terbabit kira-kira pukul 4 petang.

(sumber daripada Utusan malaysia)


Where is the feeling of humanity? LOVE? care?
Lets hope the coutry will be a safer place to stay so everynight when we sleep, we have a better night rather than nightmare....

Human....never change

Living in the world for more than 20 years really had open my eye and make me more mature. Sometime, it was disappointing to see how human behave and are not considerate at all. Human never change. It have been 20 years and I can know how to tell whether the person is good or bad. Life is bad too. The world is full of friends but also lot of enemy. Sometime before we go for battle, we lost to our most trusted friends. It might be difficult to accept this point, but one day, without notice friend betray us and make life so miserable.

I was glad that till today all this never happen to me yet, but my eye can see. The world is full of human that is 'plastic'(k-worker friends will know what i mean). How many people said thank you from their heart? How many people did appreciate helps? How many of us did remember the good things someone did to us?

On the other side, we as human remember what people do bad to us. A feeling of anger that create revenge feeling. We say thanks for the sake of saying thanks so people will never said bad about us, we smile not because we happy but merely to entertain other people.

Human resist to change. The give reasons. They give excuses. They give lot of explanation just to protect their view....Human say they change! YES they did change...but HOW much the change?Change to be better?or even worst?

In life there is nothing right or wrong. Is US, the HUMAN who came up with law, regulation, code of conduct and lots more to govern our life. Who care to follow? Who care to change? Who care to listen and act? WHO CARES?

We search friend everyday hopefully we can be happy and can get help if we needed. It make life happier and easier. We treat them like family. We hope to add more friends rather than an enemy. Day pass and pass, friends become more but enemy will also be more. Sometime, because another person hate your friends, he/she will also choose to hate you. Day by day, you notice some of your friends might have the intention to brain wash you. Day by day you found your friends want to USE you...day by day you found your friend wanted to betray you....BUT you choose to trust them. Trust them based on years of relationship, build as strong as concrete wall. But even concrete wall might fall one day, you sometime found your best friend betray you..Even your most trusted friends. Even nowadays, family betray you.

I believe those people are very minimal and less. Human sometime do something out of their mind because they was force to. Life is hard and challenging. To get something you might need to scarifies another things. Is opportunity cost. We choose to forgive them hoping the friendship never die. We rebuild trust...We rebuilt relationship. We rebuild friendship.

If human did change, maybe forgiveness is the answer! what happen human didn't change again. Is another forgiveness serve as the answer? If human did change, hopefully they change to be a good guy and not a bad guy...Even changes can bring to harm....

So where is the line....the line that divide good and bad...The line that separate human evil and human kindness....The line that clearly stated what is right what is wrong...The line lies in human mind. Either human wanted to be a good person or bad. Either kind or ego...Selfish or generous, right or wrong.....

So human...wake up....be yourself and stop blame others....You are YOU....We are all human....we can choose....we have own path....If you think you are good, improve...if u think u had been bad Guy for long, change to be good....if u think been a bad guy is damm good, continue your life as one day, the judgement day will come. Is was hell and heaven that tell us who are we...

........opps.............sorry if i sound mean...Just expressing my mind....wahaha...thanks for been such a good friends of mine....Really thankful to have u bunch of people as my friends...

On the rise

Wow...yesterday go shopping around and add few more cloths to my collection...hehe

Taken convo photo for convo display...Kinda happy that we are gonna graduate very soon. Time really flies....

Anyway...what I notice this few days is the increase of food price. The bread had increase by 20 to 30 cents. All noodles base food had also increase from 30 cents to 50 cents. All other flour related food such as Pan Mee and Pau also increase at least 20 cents. Worst of all the cafeteria food increase by a ringgit.

Everything is much more expensive by now.....RM 3.50 can't buy you any food nowadays....OMG....By next year, the oild price will increase, maybe new tariff of electricity will be announce and tol will increase again....How come salary never rise?? How are we gonna survive......